i had to say goodbye to my s/o yesterday for the last time.
it has become more and more apparent to me that the reason we were together, at least for me, was that i sought out the same type fo restriction i had on my as i grew up and stayed in "the truth".
i posted about this before, but not like this.
Anyway, i just wanted to write something because it hurts so bad, even though I know I'm doing the right thing. It helps already just to put this where someone else can see it.
I'm sorry, just hope the pain will fade out as soon as possible, it'll just takes time anyway ...
well i finally have stopped to say hello.
i have been searching this site for a few months now and finding some interesting information, for now i am still a jw, confused as ever, feeling like my life is going to end and jehovah will take all the good in my life away by joining this forum.
i have so many concerns and as you all know have no one to talk to.
Welcome !!!
i am terrified to be writing this because i am officially being bad.
i am talking with other "sinners".
i do not want to be a witness.
Welcome !!!
this was mentioned on another topic but it needs it's own thread.
ok, i'm gonna say it again.
if your relatives will not speak to you.... do not let them have any contact with your children, period.
OMG ! I did ... On her will (!!! ???) yes and in fact she was a pedophile (acknoledge the SHE !) in knowing that my babyboy was/is a HE !!!
She was young too though (15-16 to 18-19 maybe) means big enough to take avantage on my babyboy ... to please herself !!!
you never know !
does "god" come to your mind anymore?
jehovah god, christ, a supreme being???
since you've stopped believing as a jehovah's witness, does "god" in any form come into your heart and mind?
I do sometimes ... (like a baby who feel the need of having a father/mother to take care of me) and then forget about it ... it doesn't help me anymore to fight against or for what is really important to me ...
does "god" come to your mind anymore?
jehovah god, christ, a supreme being???
since you've stopped believing as a jehovah's witness, does "god" in any form come into your heart and mind?
... ooops double poste
i just wanted to start a thread to state the obvious.
simply you are amazing.
despite all the pressures you face as a mom and a career person you manage to find time to care for others.
yes yes yes !!! Very
today is my first day here.
this is my first post.
i just wanted to say hello.
he he he !!! Welcome !
do you like silly poems?
john hegley & spike milligan are very funny.
here are a couple of my offerings?please don?t laugh at them?on second thoughts, if you don?t laugh that would be bad right?confused now.
... ... well I don't understand everything but I like what I've understood
my husband says it isn't a real holiday.
he says when he was young it was about trading valentines (cards); not about gifts.
halloween is a major holiday, but not a day off.
So which holidays do you consider major? minor? bogus?
I still don't get the holiday stuff somehow ... I just want to be, with those I want to be, when I feel like to be (in real space or in my/their heart) ... everything else is the shery on the cake ...
