Posts by frenchbabyface

Well : I have not patience and I'm stubborn ! (but the later is a quality to me when I feel right ... LOL)
My best quality is to be able to change my mind in a sec, when I feel wrong (with no regret - it's all about me and me - I have nothing to proove to anybody, I just don't want to be wrong too long and not being patient helps here too somehow).

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I can't take it any longer...........................goodbye

by AloneinOh in

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life sucks and then...

frenchbabyface

AloneinOhio

well maybe it's good to remind you that most of us have think about it SERIOUSLY (even if I didn't I was just about without knowing it balancing myself on my belly on the balcony ramp on the 8th floor in knowing I'm afraid of height !!!) it's my 6 months baby cries that got me out of this state ... (scary actually if my balancing have been when I was on the wrond balancing side when he walk me up, well I might have fell in the air - NO RETURN and CONSCIOUS till the end) - and believe me all of the sudden I fell like I wanted to live more than ever !!! So to that not happen again ... anytime I was alone in the house all around the balcony door I've put lots of goods to make sure that even if not conscious walking on them to get to the balcony would walk me up !

You have to know something, as long as you thinking about suicide consciously in being sade you are not ready to kill yourself (suicide is a cold blooded act - your conscience have to be swiched on OFF - or you have to be very proud of what you are doing (kill yourself) for a reason or an other ... if you make a try consciensly (ready or not for a call or not) it also means that you will be conscious from A to Z, means you will know what's happening to you and what others are doing while you do it (and depending on your conscious choice of how you might not being able to step back) think about it !!! (with or without physical damages/injuries at the end if not death when what most suicidale people just ask for is help and support) ... So why not just be smart and pass this step in getting real quick professional help and friendly support

Ah also if you choose pills and that you end up at hospital ... well the treatment is REAL AND VERBAL SLAPS (I went there, they just didn't realised that I really took those pills to sleep damnit) NO cuddle but mean looks and they told me things like YOU BOTHER, we have to save people who are sick and have accidents and who wants to live and you are wasting the time that we should give to them, but we don't have the choice we have to save you or WE are in trouble ! ... Well as an experience I don't know if, if I was really suicidal what it would have done to me ... actually it got me but I guess they know what they are doing, if cudeling was there job they would have done it I think - as for the shrink later she wasn't nice either ... I still don't know what to think about that (did anyone get there ? did they acted the same way with you ?)

If you read us what can you feel ? ... We are happy to still be there ... tomorow is another day (from somedody who is used to be on a rollercoaster even by choice) / and some things takes time (it's not a secret) ... anyway you'd better be there ! Some dreams are just around the coner ... Open your eyes and your heart to life

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NO ONE CAN COME TO THE FUNERAL!!!!

by chuckyy in

just an update on my previous thread.as you know, my mother in law who is a jw, asked me to conduct the funeral for my father in law.i am disassociated.

apparently, the elders wrote to the society and had a meeting today.

the outcome is that noone is allowed to come to the funeral, not even close friends of my mother in law from the hall.

frenchbabyface

It is not the JW's - Any Elders - Or GB, privilege to decide who have to be and lead anyonce funeral (where is this written please ??? !!!) ...

If your mother in law was not JW and/or that she didn't take any precaution to ask if you can lead the funeral ... would those supposed JW friends be there ? SO WHERE IS THE DIFFERENCE ? ... they want monopoly on funerals ceremony or what ??? HOW SICK !

Well now you know : DON'T ASK anything before and MAKE YOUR POINT WITH THEM AFTER where is it written in the bible please and what is this monopoly all about ? Time for the WTBS to not trying to substitute itself to GOD as they can't show any love and tend to add too much stupid burdens on peoples shoulder (live is hard enough) ... I guess it would be more important to get rid of pedophiles that they protect in the name of god (NOW THAT'S A PRIVILEGE) than getting too much into peoples personnal business where no rules should take rank on yours as nothing should hurt anybody. THEY ARE SICK BASTARDS !

Hope your mother in law will get out of JWLAND soon !

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