Hi Gavo...
I agree with SixofNine ...pray about it, & hope for the best...welcome to the board
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here is my story and dilemma!.
i was kindof raised a jw.... i have been going to meetings as long as i can remember... but i met this girl who was 'of the world'.
(she was a christian).
strange as it seems, the happiest day i remember of in my entire life as a jehovahs witness happened on the opening day of a week long district assembly in california when i was a young teenager.
three things came together that day to give me a short glimpse of authentic happiness.
the first was that my parents decided i was old enough to give me just a tiny bit more freedom and allow me to sit where i wanted, to do volunteer work if i wanted, and even gave me a few dollars for meals.
I want to wake up in the morning with a million dollar smile, absolutely delighted to be alive, and spend my whole day like I was having one long continuous orgasm
Mindchild...in the short time ive known you, this is the first time your have shocked me
Keep up the good work...
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i was observing my loyal wife sending out anniversary cards to other witnesses,.
as she has done for many years.
if we were ordinary protestants, we would probably.
Metatron, this post made me think of the endless memorys of the coldness in the cong. I was in. There is no love there...never will be...not real love and concern anyway...their 'fake' love always comes with a knife in the back.
I know its painful.
(((((((((((((((metatron))))))))))))))))))
I think it is hard to generalize Jehovah's Witnesses and say all lack love and compassion. I knew a number of them that were wonderful and caring people.
Miz, yer me 2 but not that many, which is really sad...but not long after i left one of the couples in the hall who really are loving and kind left a message on my answering machine...left me in tears for days.
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in the last couple of days ive been reading info on the un & wts ...so have been pretty absorbed with the amount of info out there on the wts...
anyway...it hasnt been that long since i left the wts...and a close friend of mine (never a witness) said to me ,twice now, and rather strongly again today...
"its over, you have left, get over it...your obsessed with this, who cares, just get over it before it drives you mad...its really pathetic"
Thanks Heaps To Everyone For The Warm Welcome!
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in the last couple of days ive been reading info on the un & wts ...so have been pretty absorbed with the amount of info out there on the wts...
anyway...it hasnt been that long since i left the wts...and a close friend of mine (never a witness) said to me ,twice now, and rather strongly again today...
"its over, you have left, get over it...your obsessed with this, who cares, just get over it before it drives you mad...its really pathetic"
Thanks for all the encouragment! It means alot !
I felt like I was hit across the chest with an aluminum bat, knocked to the ground, and then had my teeth kicked in. It’s only been a few months for me, so I’m still reeling a bit from it all.
Winston, Yer I agree thats how i still feel , but then it hasnt been long for me either.
The word for me was obsessed...and not by the devil. I researched for hours everyday for several months on everything imaginable until I had acumulated a mountain of shit on the organization...then I started to realize it didn't matter how much more shit I added to the pile..it was still shit.
Sometimes I dig out my shit and look through it just to confirm it again..and yep....it's still shit.
Shotgun...to first comment, yer id say im obsessed with this as well...
to the 2nd comment above...lmfao
Thanks Again (( LadyLee )) for all the info
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jehovah's witnesses must "believe" whatever the watchtower bible & tract society publishes.
now that you aren't forced to accept beliefs that you might not have wholeheartedly endorsed, there must be many different things that you don't accept.....what comes to mind?
He told me to start believing in myself and my capability to make decisions.
Good Point, Will have to remember that one.
Also too i remember a sister saying to me once ''by watching tv shows with gay people in them we are inviting them into our lounge rooms''.....
That I certainly dont believe.
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well this is about as real as it gets.
in about an hour my son will be appearing before a judicial committee for the second time in as many weeks.
unfortunately i just happen to be about 3000 miles away right now (business trip) so i cant be there for support and i cant get the ancillary information that i would normally get just by being present.
My wife informed me that she would be there with my son in the Star Chamber during the Inquisitors examination. Is this normal?
I think it would be good for him to have someone there, that aside I hope something Good comes from the situation...
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jehovah's witnesses must "believe" whatever the watchtower bible & tract society publishes.
now that you aren't forced to accept beliefs that you might not have wholeheartedly endorsed, there must be many different things that you don't accept.....what comes to mind?
I do not believe the Internet and his board are unsafe anymore- the exact opposite - they are very liberating
True - V.Good Point
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jehovah's witnesses must "believe" whatever the watchtower bible & tract society publishes.
now that you aren't forced to accept beliefs that you might not have wholeheartedly endorsed, there must be many different things that you don't accept.....what comes to mind?
For Starters....
#1 I dont believe the demons are behind Pokemon (it use to be smurfs...then the cabbage patch kids)
#2 I dont believe that anyone who isnt a JW is doomed
#3 I dont believe the WTS is God's Channel On Earth
& To Condense This:
#4 I dont believe in the 144,000...That Charlie crackpot was God's Spokesman, Well I might as well say anything they taught really
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