Posts by stillwondering

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I agree Aude, we used to go out to eat afterwards and all but then everyone in the Kingdom hall became very clickish.. Then anytime we would have big gatherings someone would get counseled for it and half the time the elder who would do the counseling was at the gathering. So when people would do anything they kept their gathering very very small. and it ended up alot of people getting offended anyways. couldnt win for losing. I didnt care either way, I had better things to do.

And as for my sister. It wouldnt be so bad if she didn't treat us like we are scum. But I say her Elder FIL and MS Husband have alot to do with it.

(~stillwondering~)

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My first missed memorial.

by stillwondering in

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Didn't really miss it at all. Glad to say i will never step foot back into another kingdom hall. But then again I'm feeling very depressed , Thinking about my sister who is still in that awful cult. It's heartbreaking. It really is. I pray and keep hoping she will see TTATT.

I know most will say to talk to her and try to say certain things to get her thinking, I wish i could , i really really wish i could but i've not spoken to her in quite awhile. And I would be lying if i said i wasn't afraid to call her and just talk about anything like we used to. But I don't want to be questioned about my staind on the "truth" My step-dad has already been asked if he still believed in Jehovah. I dont want to be asked the same one , I still believe in God and Jesus, but I know what those questions are really used for.

I just can not quit thinking about what they are telling my nephew. I hope nothing that turns him against his own family. They would be hurting him more than us to be honest.

(~stillwondering~)

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My first missed memorial.

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Why are we not seeing more posts on Cosmos? Im surprised! Believers, what do you think!?

by Jon Preston in

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i want to see and hear peoples views on what we have seen.

i, personally, think it has been fantastic.

i hear many complain its not informative enough or its sugar coated or whatever but i think its brilliant for the mere fact that its dumbed down for us lamen folk...my wife still doesnt get some of it and i agree...but that, for me, shows how comex real life is....its not easy as many religionists believe.....

stillwondering

Loving the show! Something my family and I are enjoying watching. Kinda funny , not too long ago me and my mother were watching and she said, "Makes you lean more towards atheist more you think about it." Or something on the lines of that. She's not, she say she considers herself agnostic at the moment. I'm a believer but with lots of questions and wonder. I find the show very interesting. Looking forward to more episodes!

(~stillwondering~)

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Which of the SEVEN stages of post JW behavior are you in right now?

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1. they done me wrong.

2. i'm depressed.

3. i'm gonna act like an apostate (smoke, drink, drugs, sex, outrageous behavior).

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1,2,4,& 6

I've been very angry with the Org. They've ruined families going into it and coming out. Its sick!

But I'm more at 4:(Big search/ Big decisions.) than anything else. Trying to figure out what to do. Still believe in God and Jesus, just dont really know how to go about it.