Welcome Sam.
You may not feel it at the moment, but you are lucky to have woken up at 18.
Your life lays in front of you.
As was mentioned - the end is coming soon - but only in WT's dictionary.
Even this past week's study:
If we watch our associations in these last days, we may personally live right through the end of this evil system and into Jehovah’s righteous new world now so near at hand!
Yawn.