I totally understand where the grief comes from, I still grieve every day for my wonderful old dog,
if I went out for a walk with her and my partner, and they went off a different direction, or I had to go, NO WAY would she go anywhere without me.
she would just sit and wait.
I am still not sure if it was for the best or not that i had to be the one to decide her fate. she was my dog, and i loved her so much.
I must admit writing that has mived me to tears.
it's a funny thing about humans. what other species cries for years after loss?