I too am stuck and going thru the motions.....I also like to do some game playing:
1. count how many times Jesus is mentioned. ( very sad to say but not many, and when he is he is lowered)
2. try to remember the most stupid comment i hear at the meeting. ( Yesterday one lady said that JW's were the true Christians!!) LOL
I doubt she even know what a christian is......So lost, so lost
3. take a minumum of two breaks with the son's to go out side. once outside i tell them that what they are hearing is all crap. that we are just going to the meetings to appease Mom, there mom and my wife. whom i love more than life it's self.
I wish she would open her eye's, but, none the less....she is not as devout as she thinks she is.
It's a Freaking Cult.....!!!!!!
GTTM