out of the blue my wife started to ask me about my feeling about the borg.
i told her i didn't want to talk about it...she persisted.
she already knows how i feel, i told her that my biggest beef is that they use mind control, and yep she went in to how i was an apostate and how she doesn't want to be married to an apostate.
she won't reason...not even from her own source. it's not looking good. please pray for me...i need the strength. i talk to my counselor today.
right now i am taking it slow. but, i am pretty sure it's over.
thanks for everyones comments.....one day at a time is all i could do.
joining this cult was the worse mistake of my life....if i could turn back time!
shalom
out of the blue my wife started to ask me about my feeling about the borg.
i told her i didn't want to talk about it...she persisted.
she already knows how i feel, i told her that my biggest beef is that they use mind control, and yep she went in to how i was an apostate and how she doesn't want to be married to an apostate.
out of the blue my wife started to ask me about my feeling about the borg.
i told her i didn't want to talk about it...she persisted.
she already knows how i feel, i told her that my biggest beef is that they use mind control, and yep she went in to how i was an apostate and how she doesn't want to be married to an apostate.
doesn't look promising....I all could think of is...i wish i would have never joined this cult 6 years ago. if i would have know it was going to destroy my family.
out of the blue my wife started to ask me about my feeling about the borg.
i told her i didn't want to talk about it...she persisted.
she already knows how i feel, i told her that my biggest beef is that they use mind control, and yep she went in to how i was an apostate and how she doesn't want to be married to an apostate.
out of the blue my wife started to ask me about my feeling about the BORG. i told her i didn't want to talk about it...she persisted. she already knows how i feel, i told her that my biggest beef is that they use mind control, and yep she went in to how i was an apostate and how she doesn't want to be married to an apostate. I said yep, they don't use mind control. you are just saying things they want you to say. no mind control here.
well pretty much, it looks like the washtowel is taking down another family. she said well why did you join in the first place. i said, well if i would have know you were going to put the BORG over your family, i would have never joined.
i told her i thought we were getting spiritual about jesus and jehovah. not the BORG, there not part of the 3 fold cord.
i truely hate that cult.
worse mistake i ever made was joining this cult.....if i could turn back time.
thanks for listening....i have appt with my counselor tommorrow. Sad things is our kids heard it all...i talk with my older boy about it, he sees what that cult is doing to his family and hates them for it. both actaully feel that way.
shalom
wow, what a surprise that was!.
i expected a warm welcome, as this was someone i have known for a very long time.. nope, uber disfellowshipped jw.
totally caught me off guard.
shana...how is your son doing? do you guys talk? did he get reinstated?
god, i hate this cult...
worse mistake of my life was joining this cult..if i coud turn back time!
shalom
family worship night is a boring, depressing, stifling, watchtarded indoctrination/brainwashing session.
it never ends.
like all things wt, there is no end in sight.
freemindfade...i hear you...same with me and my wife. big fights when we study or go to the washtowel meeting.
i told her that family study will only be done from the bible. . she is sooooooo blind and brainwashed.
she is smart when she is in authentic mode...but under cult mode....she is dumb has a rock.
joining this cult was the worse mistake of my life...if i could turn back time.
shalom
right now, i feel like my mind is at war with itself.. on the one side is reason, logic.. on the other is tradition, hope and fear.. reason and logic are challenging life-long beliefs.
they are telling me, "is this any more believable than the story of the lord of the rings?".
certain doctrines of my belief system are crumbling.. my mind still wants to hold on to the belief in a creator, his son jesus and the bible.
YOLO...why live like that....i am in the same situation, but time is running out and my issue will come to head.
it's funny you say the watchtower is like the lord of the rings. because it have often compared it to it in my mind. how funny LOL.
don't let the war wage...there are more important things in life to worry about insignificant, mindcontrolling cults.
if your wife truely loves you, she will follow. it's has simple has that!!!!!
start seeing a counselor...they are very helpful.
joining this cult was the worse mistake of my life...if i could turn back time
shalom
so i joined very recently and began posting and commenting without a formal intro.
been reading for a while, decided it was time to jump in.
mentally i am completely cleansed of this thing, but still have to maintain a minimal involvement for spouse and family.
i am ditto with one eyed joe...welcome.
joing this cult was the worse mistake of my life....if i could turn back time!
shalom
i don't know where to start.
i got married a year and half ago.
some months into the marriage things where discovered.
Learn TTATT and RUN!!!! I have been marriage for 24 years, get got involved in this cult 6 years ago and now it' s destroying my marriage. my wife is in full cult mode and obviously your wife is too and possibly you are partially awake (no pun intended).
be happy you haven't wasted 20, 30 years in a loveless marriage. you can't make someone love you, that plan and simple. go see and cult counselor and get out of the beast.
the worse mistake of my life was joining this cult.....if i could turn back time!
shalom
iv'e been posting here a long time but here's something i never shared before .
i'm still a window cleaner.
i'm not going to rant at the 'society' because they don't own my anger anymore but my work is certainly a legacy of my cult past.
what an inspiration!!!!!
