Essie,
I felt totally elated when I drop the bible god. I mean he is so mean,,he's alway spying on you,,ready to destroy you if you don't have faith,,when he comes again and all that BS.
I even started a post when it finally hit me here it is:http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/25/68234/1.ashx
When I started writing this funny post I was in total happiness even when person would get upset with me in the thread it didn't lessen my happiness.