You have no idea just how happy many of us who have left are.
If you are happy in the cart.... great. Please do not believe that if someone decides to leave they will end up living in a van down by the river.
I thought that at one time too. I was the School Overseer for many years.
There are many both in and out of the Organization that have great as well as screwed up lives.
I for one am doing wonderful. And I can say with confidence that you or anyone else does not know the future or what happen to any of us when we are gone.