I haven't posted anything for a bit, but wanted to express how I am losing this battle. it has been over 3 years now since I woke up about watchtower. the battle that I am talking about is the tug of war with my wife (I adore her immensely), watchtower is winning, she simply will not give in to my so-called negative thoughts about the religion that we are in. at this point I am at a loss of words, I am wishful thinking that she will wake up, but it's not gonna happen.
I really have to think about becoming a robot, act like a robot & simply become a robot.
at the end of the day my wife's feelings & relationship are more important to me than anything else