Posts by Yondaime

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WTF THIS S*** IS REAL!!!!

by Yondaime in

as i am typing this post i am constantly looking over my shoulder to see if anybody is at my bedroom door lol guys i know i am stuck in a a cult.

but this s*** is f****** crazy!!!!.

w13 11/15 p.16 par.17 -- " at that time, the life-saving direction that we receive from jehovahs organization may not appear practical from a human standpoint.

Yondaime

Thanks for the Wisdom Guys!!!

- Yellow Flash

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WTF THIS S*** IS REAL!!!!

by Yondaime in

as i am typing this post i am constantly looking over my shoulder to see if anybody is at my bedroom door lol guys i know i am stuck in a a cult.

but this s*** is f****** crazy!!!!.

w13 11/15 p.16 par.17 -- " at that time, the life-saving direction that we receive from jehovahs organization may not appear practical from a human standpoint.

Yondaime

As i am typing this post I am constantly looking over my shoulder to see if anybody is at my bedroom door LOL Guys I know I am stuck in a a cult. But this s*** is f****** crazy!!!!

w13 11/15 p.16 par.17 -- " At that time, the life-saving direction that we receive from Jehovah’s organization may not appear practical from a human standpoint. All of us must be ready to obey any instructions we may receive, whether these appear sound from a strategic or human standpoint or not. "

I've heard about all the elders having a secret manual called "Shepherd the flock". I thought you guys were joking. I snuck into my dads office while he was at work and looked thru his bag and saw it. I shrieked and ran back into my room LOL. WTF I can't believe this is real.

WHY WAS I BORN INTO THIS CULT?!!!!

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Good response when you are told " you want to do your own thing".

by jam in

jw
friends

i was told that, it's a selfish act on your part not to come back.. well apparently i must be having fun, a good life.....

Yondaime

I find it sad when they call people who choose not to return that they are selfish.

I think they're forgetting that its YOUR life, not theirs. I wonder how they're going to turn on me when I leave, the bombing will have a permanent ceasefire.

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Brother in law thinks I am a pagan Worshipper

by Yondaime in

last month i decided to attend the international convention at metlife since my sister's cong was invited so she took me along with my older brother.

my sister drove and my older brother sat in the front seat of her suv.

i was in the back seat with the greatest watchtower apologist/loser/eldermole in the universe my bil.. they were all chatting away about how this assembly filed with regurgitated spiritual stool was a sign of the last days since so many people would be in attendance.

Yondaime

Thanks For the experiences guys!

-May the force be with you

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Brother in law thinks I am a pagan Worshipper

by Yondaime in

last month i decided to attend the international convention at metlife since my sister's cong was invited so she took me along with my older brother.

my sister drove and my older brother sat in the front seat of her suv.

i was in the back seat with the greatest watchtower apologist/loser/eldermole in the universe my bil.. they were all chatting away about how this assembly filed with regurgitated spiritual stool was a sign of the last days since so many people would be in attendance.

Yondaime

Last month I decided to attend the international convention at metlife since my sister's cong was invited so she took me along with my older brother. My sister drove and my older brother sat in the front seat of her SUV. I was in the back seat with the greatest watchtower apologist/loser/eldermole in the universe my BIL.

They were all chatting away about how this ASSembly filed with regurgitated spiritual stool was a sign of the last days since so many people would be in attendance. I put on my music through my phone and the first song that played on my phone was "My god is the sun" by Queens Of The Stone Age. My BIL looked at my phone and saw the song title, then began to counsel me in the car. My sister then mentioned to him that I had seen them live during the winter, and he went bonkers.

I explained to him how the song isn't about worshipping a the sun, but the fact that it was showing how little humans on a small planet in an ENORMOUS universe believe the individual/higher-being who created those things only cares about them, and how insignificant we are. He got really upset and said he'd talk to my parents. Later that day he did and my mom and dad just suggested that I delete the song and that was it, they didn't really care. I wish I had told em I was an atheist (I really am) lol. We probably would've gotten into a car accident, nevermind.

Have any of you guys ever had fanatic/extremist watchtower drone go crazy of something insignificant that you guys did?

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What was YOUR First Worldly Experience?

by Yondaime in

while i was in florida during the spring visiting my oldest sister.

i had the time of my life with my brother in law.. you see my sister married a non-believer and my parents viewed him as the scum of the earth, so i was terrified to ever talk to him.

turns out he's one of the coolest people i have ever met.

Yondaime

While I was in Florida during the spring visiting my oldest sister. I had the time of my Life with my brother in law.

You see my sister married a non-believer and my parents viewed him as the scum of the earth, so I was terrified to ever talk to him. Turns out he's one of the coolest people I have ever met. He's not as critical and pessimistic as my other witness in-laws. My parents urged me not to hang out with him but I didn't listen to them, and I do not regret the course of action I took hahahaa!

When I landed in florida the next day I would assist the meeting at the congregation my sister was in, and everyone wanted to hang out with me since my sister is a full- time pioneer, and they thought I was a zealous witness like her. They were all boring so I just stuck wit my sister and my brother in law.

I went to the gym with my Brother in law and made some gains, then the following night he persuaded me to go to club with him called LIV in South Beach Miami. I was reluctant to go, but he told me that I would not regret going. So we walk into the club he pays $160 cash since its $80 admissions to get in. It was dark with flashing lights and music blasting so lound I couldn't hear myself think. When my favorite songs started playing I started boppin my head, then i realised....Every SINGLE female in there looked like a supermode!!!! Sorry to the sisters but the ones in my hall looked like grannys compared to these chicks! Then I look to right at the VIP section of the club, and who do I see????? Drake sitting there sipping on a beverage, I look up at the balcony and see Norris Cole (point guard on the Miami Heat) with two females around his arms.

When I got back home to Massachussets from my flight and my parents questioned me about how the trip went, I just smiled and said, "Brothers and Sisters take their ministry very seriously! I can't wait to go back!"

With the exception of my blood related siblings my extended family(cousins), and in-laws are extremely boring!

But my experience with my "Worldly" brother in law was one I will never forget!

Finally someone who I'm not embarrassed to call my brother in law!

Everybody PLEASE share with me some of your awesome Experiences with "Worldly People"!

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Food For Thought

by Yondaime in

andre gide its is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not.. the words of wisdom from the deceased french author echo through my mind every day, and they make me think, would the people in my congregation give me their unconditional love if i was not doing well in the congregation spiritually?.

spiritually as in giving well in the congregation, making nice comments, doing parts in the service meeting, reading during the book study on stage, working at the literature counter, and recently becoming a servant.. of the 20 or so young ones in the hall only me and 4 others are progressing spiritually.

ive seen the way brothers and sisters have treated those in the hall that arent progressing and dont take the truth seriously.

Yondaime

Andre Gide – “ Its is better to be hated for what you are than loved for what you are not.”

The words of wisdom from the deceased French author echo through my mind every day, and they make me think, would the people in my congregation give me their unconditional love if I was not doing well in the congregation “spiritually”?

Spiritually as in giving well in the congregation, making nice comments, doing parts in the service meeting, reading during the book study on stage, working at the literature counter, and recently becoming a servant.

Of the 20 or so young ones in the hall only me and 4 others are progressing “Spiritually”. I’ve seen the way brothers and sisters have treated those in the hall that aren’t progressing and don’t take the “truth” seriously. Lets take the example of Scott (names have been changed).

Scott and I have been best friends since we were born in our congregation, of all the dysfunctional and emotionally messed kids in our circle we were the only ones that seemed sane. We’d sleep over each other’s houses all the time, then as we hit our teen years, I believed that this organization was really god’s channel and I became very zealous, and got baptised at 12 years old. Scott had expressed to me that he didn’t want to be a witness and he decided not to get baptised. He wanted to play football instead.

During high school he started as a varsity running back on his football team. My entire family warned me that I shouldn’t associate with him as close as I used to. And since I thought I was in the “truth”, I Listened and Obeyed, and became depressed.

One day after the meeting on Sunday me, my brother, and my cousin were at home playing playing Madden(The American football video game). My cousin (a servant at the time) was speaking wrecklessly and said I wonder if Scott will be in the NFL one day, then he started to joke about how he’d die at Armaggedon after scoring a touch down. Him and my brother chuckled and I lost control of my emotions and pinned him on the floor and started punching him in the face.

Fast forward 6 years later to now, one Saturday I decided to sleep in and skip service. Then my sister blew up my phone and talked to me about how missing service(I only missed one Saturday in like 8 months) is so bad. She proceeded to tell me how bad Scott was and she didn’t want me to be like him. I Shattered my bedroom window in anger, and blood oozed from all the cuts on my arm.

After receiving stitches I’d be my regional assembly the next weekend faking a smile and greeting brothers and sisters who’d only love me conditionally. Short thereafter I’d graduate high school and my friend Scott got a full ride to play D-1 football at Temple.

When ever I get love bombed by people at my hall I am no longer surprised after the loads of CS the Apostate & John Cedars videos I have viewed. I could be living a double life as fornicator, idolator, a murderer, yet as long as a prepare my meeting, give nice comments, parts and talks along with service time I am a beautiful person that people love. Yet I see all my friends who haven’t taken the step toward baptism, or have progressed “spiritually” get treated like shit! If I hadn’t awaken at the time I did, I don’t think I’d still be alive today.

- Love From your Hokage

Yondaime

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Fresh Newcomer

by Yondaime in

hi guys, my name is yondaime,.

my will to remain in this relgious sect is fading, i'm about to be a freshman(just turned 18) in college.

, i have seen so many terrible things happen to good people in this cult and i'm sick of it!

Yondaime

ABibleStudent

At the service meeting my dad was at the literature counting picking up some mags, then my BIL came and talked to him.

He told my dad how he heard from me that my dad encouraged me to get an education, then he proceeded to tell him he wasn't qualified to be an elder,

and that he should heed the wisdom from the "Faithful and Discreet Slave" aka the businessman. He proceeded to tell my dad that Jah would bless me

and I need not worry about supporting myself financial. He proceeded to boast about how he and my sister were pioneering, had no money to buy food

and a return visit fed them lmao. My dad began to raise his voice, people in the hall were turning heads, he then said loudly of the Governing Body told you to Jump off a 10 - story building, would you jump? There was a brief silence for a good 5 seconds. You could hear a pin drop in the hall, and by the way this was the first saturday of the month so most of the people in my congregation were present. He got scared and asked my dad to quiet down, my dad then grabbed my sister and asked her to join in the discussion and then my BIL stayed quiet.(In my mind I said my dad is the best blessing god could ever give me) My dad told him that while you are struggling the GB are living like Kings.

Despite these men having positions of authority in the org praticing corruption and the injustices bestowed on my dad in my previous cong

(That situation needs its own post ill explain later)

my dad still believes this is gods organization. I will try to show him info and tell him to really LOOK at whats going on.

Sincerely by the Yellow Flash,

Yondaime

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Fresh Newcomer

by Yondaime in

hi guys, my name is yondaime,.

my will to remain in this relgious sect is fading, i'm about to be a freshman(just turned 18) in college.

, i have seen so many terrible things happen to good people in this cult and i'm sick of it!

Yondaime

Thanks for the love guys and gals, I look forward to learning more of the TTATT!

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Fresh Newcomer

by Yondaime in

hi guys, my name is yondaime,.

my will to remain in this relgious sect is fading, i'm about to be a freshman(just turned 18) in college.

, i have seen so many terrible things happen to good people in this cult and i'm sick of it!

Yondaime

Hi guys, my name is Yondaime,

My will to remain in this relgious sect is fading, I'm about to be a freshman(Just turned 18) in college
, I have seen so many terrible things happen to good people in this cult and I'm sick of it! If I don't leave
I think I am going to self-destruct.

The slander, defamation of character, corruption, the congregation pedophile(my hall has two of them) my insane brother-in law (an elder). Let me tell you what this guy did that made my blood boil. him and my sister came to visit, he tried to convince me not to go to college. The usual worldly influence excuses and student loans. He said I could make more money installing heating and air-conditioning lol.

This creep then questioned my fathers qualifications as an elder because he's letting me go to college, and my dad laid it on him and put him in his place in front of a bunch of bros and sisters at the service meeting the following saturday lol. Then he told him to never come to our home again. And now whenever my sister comes over her husband sleeps in a hotel!
Sorry if I rambled a bit guys, I am looking forward to telling many stories of what I experienced in my congo, and I look forward to hearing your experiences and advice!