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Attempting to keep the peace at any cost. But holding it all in takes it's toll. It's good you got it out.
You are so right. About once a week my mom asks again if I can just look past the "607/1914 thing" and just accept Jehovah will fix it all in the new system. Just hold on. So we talk until 1 AM. She reads scriptures about one thing, and then I counter. Sometimes I want to shake her and say, "You just don't get it do you?" But gotta keep the peace. I am lucky, I have a sister and brother I can vent to, and they so understand.(my sis. left 16 yrs ago, and my brother 4) If it weren't for them, I think I would have popped.
Sirona, sorry you said things you wish you didn't. Or if not what, but how. Hope next time it works better for you.