There are some aspects of the holiday that I like, the rest I can live without. I worked retail for ten years while I was a JW, so I'm still kinda burnt out on alot of it. I used to bake "xmas" cookies and deserts in the summertime so that I could have them and enjoy them without getting flack from people. Pre JW days, when I was 4-6 so that I can still remember, I remember huge xmas gatherings with extended family. When we became JWs we missed out SO much of our extended family's gatherings. I have a great deal of regret about that, my great grandparents are all dead now, all my cousins are grown up and moved on.
I do like the outdoor season and snow, I love live trees, and like lights and decorations. I love the seasonal cooking and spices and warming flavors. My partner is pagan, and we've talked about the future, we'd like to have more of a Solstice celebration or traditional Yule. But for now, I'm very content to keep it simple and not go all out, I don't have the drive for it.
Now I'm craving eggnog.