Stacey:
Have you tried researching on your own thru the Internet?
Since you have access to this board, why not go to a search engine and do research?
Also, do you remember one of your first posts that you asked "If this forum is safe?"
A lot of us did tell you not to be deceiving and not to start attacking. Keep in mind that many here are xJWs that have suffered through a lot of deceptions and lies. They are not very tolerant of either (Lies and Deceptions).
If you like, you can email me (my addy is in my profile).
Ajax