Hello hooberus,
I re-evaluated who Christ was when I left the organization. The fact that he spoke with disfellowshipped people (John 9:34, 35) and ate and drank with them (Luke 15:1, 2) and even ate with a man who was 'called' a brother but was an extortioner and a greedy person (John 12:1-6; 1 Corinthians 5:11) attracted me to him. I realized I did not know him and because of this, I did not know the Father either (John 16:3). So rather than get involved in long debates about his 'diety' I cared more about knowing him personally. I read John chapters 14-17 and in those chapters he promises that ANYONE who is honest and true to their hearts and willing to hear things they do not agree with, can come to know the REAL him. So I asked the Father to show me the Christ.
In time this voice began speaking to me calling for me. I asked who it was and he answered, "I am the Christ." The next thing he said was "Just as I have walked, you also must walk." I learned that you don't really know a man until you have walked one day in his shoes. In this case, he told me many things to do and many things to say to several people and they way they treated me was EXACTLY how the Jews and the scribes treated him. It was through the ministering to other people that I began to 'know him.' I later read scriptures that he showed me that showed he had a horrible time in the flesh. Every night he would cry out in TEARS and AGONY because he did not want to commit a sin. He would cry over the death of John the Baptist, over Lazarus, over Herod, and others. He would cry for the crowds who followed him but only wanted to be fed; not to listen to him. He cried over those who betrayed him and it hurt him in his HEART when he was betrayed. He took the sins and sicknesses of many people and he himself was sick constantly. He was a very depressed man, full of sorrows and pity. Yet, he did not let his sickness get in the way of his ministering to people. Whenever people asked for him regardless of the hour; he would reveal himself. Through this I knew he was NOTHING like Jehovah's Witnesses and were he to be in the organization, they would disfellowship him for apostasy. This is how I got to know him and through this, I became KNOWN by him.
He also said many have read about him in the scriptures but have not come to know him. The reason is because they 'say' with their mouth they want to know the truth; but when they read they read with a purpose. They read to find evidence to believe what they WANT to believe and not what they don't want to believe. They don't read with faith for what "is," they read with expectation for their own understandings. That is why so many do not know him. They have not "walked" as he "walked.'