My poor friend, dude you are being pulled and pushed. WHAT EVER YOU DO, YOU HAVE TO TRY TO THINK CLEARLY. THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE. If you are not totally happy wait if this woman really loves you she needs to give you time. You CAN'T go into somthing this huge without knowing for sure what you want. Trust me as someone who is recently divorced it costs you a lot money, mental health, Physical health and friends. You need to be sure. You have to be true to your feelings first so you are happy. If you don't do this you will have a hard time lasting in a relationship. Go take a trip for the weekend clear your mind and refind yourself. BEST WISHES TO YOU MY FRIEND
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