I do not know the answer to 'what if' or 'why', and I will not believe someone else's answers just because they do.
I think there is more going on in the nature of our universe and the energies that make us conscious beings than we are aware of or understand.
I think that our consciessness trancends our physical bodies.
I think it's possible that when our bodies die, we are re-awakened to the answers we are unable to remember when we are alive as humans.
I think the concept of God may well just be a chinese whisper of ourselves.
I do not believe any of the thoughts I have absolutely and they are subject to change without warning.