When i read how you feel I understood straight away. I remember when I was 14 and the CO was coming to visit and the elders were dashing round the Kingdom Hall after the meeting looking for people to work with him on the ministry. Nobody was willing. I went up to the Elder and said that I wanted to work with him. I was told I can't because it's Pioneers only and they will only ask me if they need to scrape the bottom of the barrel. The Elder who said this apologised later but already he had said what he really meant. We had 19 Reg. Pioneers and they wanted to pretend we were this super spiritual congregation when behind all that the young ones in the cong were dropping down like flies because nobody cared about them. I know how you feel, it's really depressing to see how these people that you are suppossed to respect and trust can be so fake.
gratiana
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Another JV update
by JV inwell we had the co's visit tonight.
i can feel myself fading slowly away, i even called up some of my "worldly friends" and i even called up a girl who i had a huge crush on in high school with whom i've lost touch over the years.
why is everybody so chipper when the co visits?
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