at some point in my exit from the org, i started to figure that my childhood/youth/young manhood religion i thought was clear and uncluttered by false religion actually contained many 'mysteries' like catholicism
i once read 'the two babylons', a book you once, not so long ago, could order from the wts (as well as the 8 translation so-called christian greek scriptures) and it discussed at length the mysteries of the religious past
the 'spirit reckoning with their spirit' thus, they KNOW, has always been a hard one for me to understand/swallow and is another jw 'mystery' imo.
hope to get to the bottom of that one someday, but actually don't really presently care that much.
I guess i'm still at the 'its all bs' stage right now and am trying to reset the hard drive on this stuff
boa
most i have known are gentle, nice people, though that is very few. one of them was about 30, at bethel, and a genius (so they say), and a real source of question for many