Greetings younglove1999,
In short, by the decision you've made not to attend meetings, you've screwed with your "friends" belief system, and consequently you're being 'punished' by their feeble attempts to make you feel bad. Remember according to their belief system, you are not supposed to miss meetings and you are supposed to choose a new KH no matter where you ever decide to live. They have to go to those moronic meetings, and so do you. Their spirituality depends on your continued participation, no matter what. The two main ingredients watchtower has used to brainwash their drones is fear, and guilt. Do you see them attempting to use it on you? I do.
PS: Nice post. How did you get your post green? It looks great!
Dismembered