Hello Every body,
I'd like to introduce myself, I hope you will well understand me (indeed, Iam a 23 yeas old french girl).
I am very happy to see that several personn has lived the seam experience has me so they are abble to understand better what I feel and who can help us to live better ans follow our way forward life(i hope you will understand what I mean).
I was born in a JW's family, and when I got 12 I begin to ask me some question and have some doubts about this ''thruth".
When I begin to have my boyfriend (not JW) I had to lie...we stayed 4 year together but I never had sexual relation because I was affraid of consequency (even if I was not Baptized). But every times "Brother and sisters" told lies to my parents, about me and about what I was doing with my boyfriend (But we never did anything). I did not want to go to conventions, but I had to go to the meetings since I was at my parents home. In the meetings, everybody unaware me they act as if I did not exist as if I was excluded, I was so sade to be among people who are "so called : friend of God and who had to practice LOVE" acting like that.
I love my parents but I am angry with them to have destroy my life, I try today to build my own life but it is not easy, I stil believe that destruction is waiting for me since I leaved the orginisation,
I am waiting for you advices, that you for you patience and apologise in advance for my limited english..
See you soon on the net!