lol.
ok, this probably won't sound like a big deal to some people but i'm pretty chuffed with it .... our washing machine broke earlier in the week, refusing to drain, and we were facing the typical 100+ for someone to come out and fix it.
it's already broken a couple of times (i'm sure they reset some 'breakdown timer' hidden inside .
now simon a god would take 3000 bux and go buy a NEW fancy front end loading washer and dryer set.
men may be impressed with handyman braggin but gals like SHOPPING ! lol
congrats.. i fixed a dryer before.. ex slammed the door , broke it.. told me it'd be a cold day in hell before he bought another appliance so i fixed it.. with duct tape lmao
...............do you come on this site and how many hours do you spend here?.
i joined this forum not so long ago, and i know i spend too much time here and other sites, but at the moment its been a real life saver and i`m sure as time goes on it will become less and less, or will it?.
i feel really guilty, spending so much time here when i should be doing other things (housework!!!
i read scandals thread daily..
if i'm bored i'll flip thru other posts (i'm frequently bored)
but i'm not addicted.. i just have 5 message boards i'm active at..thats not addiction thats variety.
it's sad to see so many of my former friends die.
i didn't know he had died until today when we stoped by a store to get a biscuit while on our way to galax va. and a jw that i had known 30 years ago said hi and mentioned it was bad that bro.
prewette died.
sorry to hear about your loss.
i keep http://www.refdesk.com/paper.html bookmarked. it has newspapers all over the usa and the world that have web addys.
i read obits about 2 or 3 times a week papers from areas where people i know live...
its a small way to empower myself but i'll be damned if i'll hear about someone i care about dying weeks after the fact!
i remember standing there in the evening light of a setting texas sun in the middle of a federal prison with a chilled wind whipping up dust devils around me.
i was twenty years old and so skinny you didn't need an x-ray to see through me.
seagoville was a prison filled with lost souls, men with dumpsters for hearts and foul mouths that spat the contents of a poisoned mind into your ears.
if there are wt spies that read here..
these posts should wake them up. how heartbreaking.
how many of us would never have doubted the "truth" if we'd just been shown love and compassion and were allowed to live "normal" lives.
should anything exist?
that is a question that nobody can answer with authority.
if any one says they have the answer, i ask:"says who?
the labor and delivery of my first child convinced me i exsisted. OWOWOWOWOWOWOW
and i had 3 reminders after that.
so, where are all the stories?
i was told that because one did not have 'jehovahs' protection, the demons would and could have a 'heyday' with you.
so who here is plagued with demons now?
well shizzzit i thought once i left that the demonz would make me materialistic and rich.. someone poke that sucker with a stick and wake him up cuz i'm tired of being poor!
i remember when i first googled "jehovah's witnesses".
i was sick to my stomach because i feared that i was disobeying jehovah.
although i was scared that i would find something "apostate" or "demonic", i still continued to click on different links.
after i left my ex and was accused of doing all sorts of things on the web ( i talked to a few ladies and played music trivia with them so i was a lesbian ya know)...after i got the web in my home after leaving i said F*** it if i'm gonna do the time i'm gonna do the crime..web searched porn sites lookin for naked men , saw females inside out and didnt even know i had some of those parts and found the only naked men were on gay sites. so lost interest in that within 5 min.. so thinking hard about how else i could sin online i typed in jehovahs witnesses on msn search.
went to the official site first.. boring as heck... but read the news there.. so then i typed in jw news.. and got the mutha load. didnt feel guilty i felt VINDICATED .. screw feeling unloved unworthy and useless.. screw being invisible... i AM NOT ALONE!!!
and ya know if I am totally wrong and JW's are the true religion and if Jesus isnt who i think he is from the bible.. i dont care. JW's failed me i didnt fail them.
eldubs in florida (maybe elsewhere too) have been told that the kingdom halls should not be used for relief efforts or for shelters.
liability and insurance issues were stated as the reason.. will try and get a copy of this letter.. of course the kingdom halls are supposed to be the center of true worship and a place of comfort but i guess only in fair weather.
what a crock.
house of god huh..
i remember as a kid churches around where i lived kept their doors unlocked in case someone needed shelter. always baffled me that the kh was always locked tight as a drum. i wonder if churches still stay unlocked.. anyone know?
why must men have the biggest tv they can cram in the living room?
i figured we had a nice size for now.
it is a 36 inch.
tv size dont matter but as i get oldrer and my eyeballs keep deciding to go on strike a bigger puter monitor is on the wish list! fonts only GET SO BIG....i thought my eyes werent supposed to do this till after i hit 40..thats still over 2 mos away dangit!
this is driving me frigg'in nuts!
i'm already pissed off today and stressed about some crap... now this!.
i remember awhile back someone else, i think big_tex, had this problem and it turned out to be a vitamin thing.. does anyone remember this?.
or you could just be on internet overload.. time to get off the puter and do somethin like............... watch tv
