I hear ya too girl :) And I am happy to read that you are feeling so much better
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Vivamus
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I Finally feel some sort of Relief.
by Shytears in.
wow!.i can't believe how time flys.it seems like i just visited here a few day ago.well im here to let you guys know that im doing 100 percent better.i think me getting d'f was the best thing that could have ever happened to me.im alot happier.. .
<3 laura!
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Favorite Online Games?
by Scully in.
do you have any favorite games?.
my current favorite is adventure elf and also a few others from www.kewlbox.com
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Vivamus
Visual Utopia
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
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Spoke my mind ...
by Vivamus inwell now, the lesson i learn today is that it feels *good* to speak your mind.
i entered in a battle of will and principles with a person who has none of those, and i came out feeling victorious.
no matter the consequences, no matter the financial loss, self-respect and the moral high ground have been saved for me.
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Vivamus
Well now, the lesson I learn today is that it feels *good* to speak your mind.
I entered in a battle of will and principles with a person who has none of those, and I came out feeling victorious. No matter the consequences, no matter the financial loss, self-respect and the moral high ground have been saved for me. Lol.
I wrote a letter to my dad, and, this morning, I decided to deliver it in person, cuz I am fed up with it all. I need to be able to look in the mirror and be proud of myself, not thinking ?Noor, you are such a chicken for not daring to face him in person?. So I faced him, and I stayed calm, even after he said he only had contact with me because it was the polite thing to do, cuz I had expected that from him.
In the letter I wrote about how I feel he should stick with his word, and all the promises that have never been kept, are an abomination to me. I told him family is family, and financial gain should never be considered with that. I told him asking something in return for everything he promised, was wrong. I told him it was despicable to ask for ten percent interest for a loan he offered when I was facing financial rock-bottom.
He read it in front of me, and stated that I needed to get something of my chest, but that he was unable to fix any of it. I made a sarcastic noise and pointed out to him that if he wasn?t the person who needed to fix it, who was? Santa Claus?
I told him no amount of money can ever buy self respect. And I told him to think about the concept in general, that not everything evolves around money, because honour and loyalty are two concepts which should mean more to him.
He got angry, and I didn?t. When he got angry and said that his money is his, I simply shook my head, and said it was oh so typical that he should *not* have understood a word I said. I said that my principles are apparently not something his mind could grasp. I told him I had no interest in his money, I told him I wanted something from him that he would never be able to give me ? family.
Sperm donors don?t make daddy?s per se. It is time I accepted that.
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Gods who could kick Jehovah's arse
by Sirona inenglishmans "other gods" thread got me thinking.
do jehovahs witnesses truly believe that jehovah is the all powerful?
yahweh was just "one of the gods" in times gone by, who was promoted by the jews into "the one true god".. there are plenty of gods who could (imo) kick jehovahs arse.
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Vivamus
I love the site! Thanx Sirona, I'm having belly-laughs from the stuff they are selling esp. the fridge magnets
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Blue Bubblegum Girl
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Other Gods.
by Englishman inso who are these other gods, then?.
the societies literature is full of references to false gods, other gods, no gods before me, ad nauseum.. the kingdom squalidies also make frequent referals to "other gods".
"feared above all gods is he....".
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Well, I get the historical and factual settings the bible was written in. My point is, if you try to sell it as logical and as a "truth" you are simply contradicting yourself with "One God", and "Other Gods". So, thats why the society is weird.
Ain't it lovely to just throw names like "You are Weird!!!" at them
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Other Gods.
by Englishman inso who are these other gods, then?.
the societies literature is full of references to false gods, other gods, no gods before me, ad nauseum.. the kingdom squalidies also make frequent referals to "other gods".
"feared above all gods is he....".
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Vivamus
First off, I have no personal opinion about God, or Gods, or Godesses. I respect each and every one of your views about that.
But I do agree that the society speaking of "Other Gods" is just dumb, cuz at the same time they preach that there is only One God.... Thats just weird.
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You guys aren't kidding, are you?
by Ghosthunter inregarding the "memorial time visits".. here it is, sunday morning.
i haven't taken a shower, my hair's up in a pony-tail and i'm cleaning the house.
my dogs start going wild and i look out the window to see a four-door car pull up in my driveway.
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Vivamus
Or .. buy yourself a huge cross, and nail it on the outside of your door
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Escape THIS !
by Simon intook me best part of an hour, quite good though.
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http://server-admin.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/motas/mystery/testgame.htm
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Okay, so I solve the frigging green wall, and I still am not done! I quit! In pure frustration I closed to frigging programme. Bah! AAAAargh.
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Escape THIS !
by Simon intook me best part of an hour, quite good though.
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http://server-admin.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/motas/mystery/testgame.htm
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Vivamus
I didn't know aliens were for real. But I hate these ones ....
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Escape THIS !
by Simon intook me best part of an hour, quite good though.
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http://server-admin.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/motas/mystery/testgame.htm
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Vivamus
What the hell is with the frigging smilies? GRRRRrrrrr.