Okay I'm going to lock this thread and encourage you all to post to the few threads that are up and running to get out your angst. We really don't need the forum to be all about such a sad situation.
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/144364/1.ashx
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/144403/12.ashx
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/144542/1.ashx
Thanks for understanding.