I am at peace with myself and no longer fear the future. Is this normal?
Yes, it is.That's why the WT cultists don't want you telling your JW friends how good life can be after the Borg.
Yes, but they will counteract these type of comments with, "Well, Satan will give you a good life, if that's what is needed to keep you away from Jehovah's Organization." Can't tell you how many times I heard that from my parents.