My weird sense of logic always allowed my personal extreme belief that we were a prototype gone wrong. Just as any creator or inventor would occur, there are certain prototypes that were missing certain elements to make the product completely perfect or good enough to use or sell.
We are among different kinds of species made throughout the galaxy and we have particular flaws to our genetic make-up. I don't know if God would allow us to go through all this time suffering and hurting and killing one another. I simply feel we were like this to begin with. We had a few programming errors in our genetic make up and I'm sure that if this theory is correct, whoever is watching us analying us would put down in their notes
"They like to fight a lot."
"They can't seem to resist having sex...lots and lots of sex."
"Many have an affinity with becoming euphoric through drugs and chemical substances."
We have other flaws of course as humans, but I've always felt we were just an experiment gone wrong and we're being analyzed everyday. Religion could possibly be one of those challenges. Whether we fall for them or not. Whether we allow one man to control the rest. Whether we are strong enough to make decisions for one's self and create our own path to follow. Our creator, (i.e. God) left us plenty of clues to figure out who he/she is and the experiment continues for each and every one of us to find him and worship him as necessary. The only thing left for us to interpret as a manual for living is the bible. And that's our hand-manual as to how we were born, how we should live, why things are the way they are and what we ultimately would expect to occur should we fall under the final generation that would experience "Armageddon".
This theory lends itself to many beliefs of Aliens and other living species because I truly can't believe that we ARE THE ONLY ONES in this galaxy. We were just one of many species that are being experimented on and evaluated. We were just put in the proper location where we more than likely will not discover other species in maybe another millennium or two.
Do I believe this is actually what happened, NO! It's just a wacky theory to make light of what could be our existence. It's not too far fetched if you can accept the fact that our creators couldn't get the invention right the first time and we are basically the faulty merchandise in an attempt to create a superior being for whatever reason.
I would love to believe that when I die I can get an answer to my questions about life. I never liked the theory that we just fall into an eternal grave like the JWs believe in. I could only hope that my theory of death is correct in which we engage with a conversation with God as he judges us and talks to us about our actions and why we did what we did, good or wrong.
But I sometimes fear that there truly isn't any actual reason why we exist which slightly lends itself to atheism which I try every day not to agree with.
