i wonder what god thinks of you lot
Well, I can only speak for myself. Would you like to know how many times I have begged to God to at least make me feel a tiny bit close to Him? Gosh, He must not think much of me, because He has ignored the countless daily prayers I have sent up over the years. Had He acknowledged just one single prayer, chances are that I wouldn't be hanging out on this board.
I am not trying to make fun of you here, just speaking my mind.