Hi Amazing,
Sorry, I had left the computer for a while. I did not really have in mind an elder who would not enforce WT rules etc. I am thinking of the ones who might be very nice people, kind, generous, viewed by JWs and outsiders as a wonderful person, but, at the same time will enforce the WT orders on the witnesses, such as the blood ban or voting to disfellowship a fellow witness for some infraction. Their descisions affect peoples lives, sometimes severly, I know of a 20 year old JW who committed suicide.
When I personally was convinced that the WT was false, I prepared a DA letter, thinking that I would use it at some future time. Instead when I had completed it I found that I could not wait and mailed it immediately. Just a personal descision. Each of us must take that step in our own time.
I also was and am a strong believer in our God and our Lord Jesus, I never lost that. I kept my faith and later "gave my life to our Lord" I say that knowing many here think it is silly, but for me it is very real. I believe that when we give our life to our Lord that ALL of our wrongs that we have committed are forgiven. I have more than my share and am thankful for that forgiveness. Even the apostle Paul did serious wrongs before following Jesus.
We can only leave our past in the past and move on, we hope, to much better things. I do not wish to condemn any particular elder or JW, I have many in my family, including a son-in-law who is an elder. I pray almost every day for all of them, that their eyes will be opened to the lies of the WT. My prayer was answered less than a year ago when my 21 year old son left the WT and he also gave his life to our Lord. I had practically no contact with him from the time he was baptised in the WT, at about 13 years old.
I don't blame some for "playing the game" for a while, I know what it feels like to loose all of your family etc. I do not think that a "servant" can, with a good conscience, enforce rules on fellow witnesses that he has come to know to be bad and harmful.
Borgfree
"You can fool some of the people all of the time" especially if you are a member of the WT GB