Posts by Sparkplug

i'd like to be 2 inches taller with the same weight proportion.. i'd like to have nicer skin.. i'd like to be a little more muscular.. other than that, i'm not too unhappy with my looks.. all things the new system would have brought me..... .

Sparkplug

I want thicker skin.

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Mercy Now

by Sparkplug in

jw
friends

every single one of us...should listen to this song.

bundle up with your pillow and have a song lull you to sleep!.

http://www.marygauthier.com/music.html .

Sparkplug

Every single one of us...should listen to this song. Bundle up with your pillow and have a song lull you to sleep!

http://www.marygauthier.com/music.html

Check out the sample of Mary Gauthier. I think I have a new favorite.

Decki (You should run and not walk to buy this album) Just click on the song on the right hand side. Turn it up!

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What Are You Leaving For the Ones You Love?

by prophecor in

as long as the internet is alive and well, so too are our words, thoughts and ideas.

even after we are dead and gone, places like this will house our thought and ideas until at least, the internet is no more, if not the end of this system of things.

are you leaving for your loved ones and others, a place for them to view your life, your words and your energies, as a means of keeping your spirit alive, even after you have daparted in death?

Sparkplug

Many years of a great example of a bad example to follow...followed by hopefully many years of a great example to follow.

I leave them all the love they can carry.

All the kisses they can remember.

All of my inibitions running in their veins.

All of my notes and thoughts on the world.

All of my life devoted to them.

And hopefully I leave them as a whole. Nothing missing and lacking for not on love.

I will leave them the perfect lil treasures that I am proud to have been a part of assisting in growing.

Most of all love and laughter.

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Labor Day Meetup in Dallas?

by Elsewhere in

jw
friends

monday the 5th will be a day off for most people making this weekend a long weekend.

anyone want to get together for lunch or dinner?

Sparkplug

Nope not unless you supply all the drinks. I need a lot of them today.

Sorry D. I have a shed to paint really.

Have fun though.

Decki

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The Things You Forgive (vent/eulogy of sorts)

by hemp lover in

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friends

you forgive her for never not once setting foot in your house.. you forgive her for yelling at you almost every day, because if she hadnt yelled at you, if she had been one of those calm-voiced, even-tempered kind of moms, the kind who wasnt enraged by a child who bumped the vacuum into the furniture or one who didnt always scrub out the sink with zud after washing the dishes, then you wouldnt, years later, have been able to recognize the shock and pain in your own daughters eyes when you lose your temper and lash out stupidly, momentarily, always apologetically (after the fact), but never, it seems, for the last time (unfortunately) and without the memory of a childhood filled with longing for an inch of approval from the one person who refused to give it, then you might not have recognized that same desire and need for acknowledgement in your own child and you might not give it to her at every opportunity (as you do, as she deserves).. you forgive her for waiting five days to take you to the doctor when you broke your wrist, because those five days of pain, during which you were encouraged to just stop babying it, will lead to the first of only two apologies she will ever extend to you.

she just couldnt imagine how anyone could break a bone the way you described it happening.

you seek a small measure of revenge by waiting 20 years to tell her how you really broke it.. you forgive her for slapping you when you laughed at her during one of her screaming fits.