From the OP,
"i am jehovah's witness, despite some of the questionable teachings..."
This line strikes me as awfully strange. As others have noted, a lot of the terminology used isn't correct. No long term witness would ever say "I am jehovah's witness", but rather "I am one of jehovah's witnesses", or "I am a jehovah's witness". Also, I feel that this correlates with his(her?) other posts (the clouds, the rain, the drugs...). This person may legitimately believe they are, more or less, a prophet of jehoobah.
This is a link to a study that was conducted in the 1990's regarding mental illness and religious tendencies, and there are others available online.
http://ps.psychiatryonline.org/doi/10.1176/appi.ps.52.5.660