ROAD TO NOWHERE:
I suppose you are still active in the religion. You should NEVER concern yourself how you are viewed..I’m sure you’re more charitable than most in the kingdom hall..I never concerned myself that I didn’t meet the JW religion’s definition of being ‘spiritual’ 🙄, since I worked full time.
Their definition of spiritual was some stupid drudge that went around doing favors for the Users. But, most of the drudges I saw had family in the ‘truth’ and a place to live OR a husband supporting them. So, they weren’t harmed by being stupid!
But, I was on my own and HAD to look out for myself. I would not be Retired if I hadn’t.