Have you missed the structured life style so much
that you found "religion"?
If you call being a JW structured,( I'd call it something else) I certainly don't miss it one bit! No, I have not found religion, although I believe in God. I have time for my family now, and my children are living a life full of adventure and fun, they are going to have a higher education, get good jobs. My life is full, and busy, but way more fun and fulfilling than it ever was before. It's no longer boring, and humdrum.