So sorry that you are going through this. I watched my dad go through cancer this time last year, him bald, skin and bone and weak. I did get to spend some time with him before he died at the end of May but I didn't get to spend as much time as we had such bad weather last year. Now 8 months later I still feel like a wreck mentally thinking about him no longer being here and I still feel a little bit of anxiety with him not being a phone call away. I always hated going to him when I needed anything and would always wanted to appear self sufficient, idependent and self-reliant but just the feeling that he was there made me feel okay and now I feel like a rug has been pulled out from under me. Take comfort in your loved ones at this time.
Peace
LRG