Posts by OklaXwitness

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

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im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

ya im definately taking this as quickly as i can lol my family is trying to take me back they know ive started thinking for myself it scares them and i understand why its because they dont know any better im not going to try and reason with them because i know thier influenced defenses will fly up and there will be conflicts between me and my family so im just going to try less as possible to talk to them about it but im definately going to tell them im leaveing first tomorrow and then the elders you guys have basically approved that i know enough to leave its funny it only took me like a week or 2 but i would really like it if Steve (jst2laws) would post up that legal information on everything because thats the one thing im not ready for

little toe i know the psycholgical impact of shunning will be bad lol my parents and i were never really close i think it basically had to do with the submissiveness and the way that the society makes it so u dont really express yourself like normal people im hoping this will change all that because ill be able to tell them everything

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

well im doing this tomorrow so he will have to post something about disfellowshipping or whatever today and yes ive thought out many things that might happen but after all that thinking u never know what will happen but i do know for a fact im not backing down this is the first time ive ever felt religious freedom the first time its wonderful being able to believe what i want instead of being enslaved to the mind games by the society

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

yeah the society is a bunch of psychological screwing with bullshit thats what ive learned it took me a week to break the fear of leaveing they pushed into me without my knowledge but yes an independant mind is the first thing you need if you are trying to get someone to change try to get them to think for themselves first

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

im baptized lol and its just because im a deep person lol im glad i started questioning it all thats the first thing you need is an independant mind after that its easy youve already broken the societies grip

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

im not going to talk to them today but im not going to go to the meeting im going to talk to a school counselor tomorrow i mean thats what they are there for is to make you feel better anyway after that im gonna talk to them about it tomorrow my whole family is in this its horrible my grandma asked me are you going to the meeting tonight (tuesday) and when i said im not sure she was all like WHAT DO U MEAN UR NOT SURE YOU HAVE TOO!!!! and then she was liek theres nothing out there blah blah blah you might as well kill yourself

that made me feel bad but it made me see the extent that the "truth" had on thier minds im not moving out im really afraid they are going to kick me out i really wanna stay

i would try and stay in and help out other people to start asking questions but i cant take it anymore

i need alot of encouragement i mean the witnesses empart conformity lack of courage they cant have you being courageous or it would conflict with the grip they have on you i was raised with this luckily i have lots of "bad association" (true friends) they havent talked to me about religion but they have shown me that thier lives are filled with something other than emptiness ive lied and lied to hang out with them without my parents knowing i got far away enough from the society to look at apostate literature the one thing that first did it for me was acknowledgeing that they were a cult i read this page well basically just the summary did it for me http://www.xjw.com/whatcult.html i read it and saw that almost all the points in it were right about the witnesses and this book wasnt even directed twoards the witnesses it was directed twoards the moonies anyway my parents are going to hate it they know that i am questioning the witnesses because i told my mom i dont believe this is the truth anyway they are trying to get me to change my mind but nothing will now im gone and im gonna let em know it tomorrow whenever i read like a couple pages in the Beyond Jehovah's Witnesses website i knew it that this is wrong and that im right and my parents are wrong i knew they were going to try and force it back on me right then but im convinced this is wrong and im getting out as fast as possible its like a giant wieght was lifted off me i felt free the religious freedom i had never felt that this wasnt the only right thing that its not right that there is everything out there and ive been dabbling in darkness from it

IM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im going to tell my parents tomorrow after i talk to my school counselor and then im going straight to an elders house and im going to tell him that im leaving im only going to start talking about how much its wrong how much lies there are how much coruption how much brainwashing how they lure u in and make you never want to leave if they ask me but if they dont then i dont care if they know or not i know that even if i do tell them the societies grip on them will tighten thier hearts twoards me

wish me luck for tomorrow i hope i can be courageous its a big step for me from the conformity the society has rasied me in

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

im sick of staying in it i dont think i could take going to the meetings anymore not after accepting that the society is a cult ill check into that legal link or whatever that u guys put up thanks for all the support

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

i hate how much you are manipulated i mean its hard for me to talk to people because of how submissive the society makes you i dont want to go against my parents (my WHOLE FAMILY is in the truth) but i wanna show some balls and stand up for what i want what i believe im workin up the courage

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still a lil scared but definately leaving

by OklaXwitness in

im leaving guys thank you "apostates" lol witnesses are a messed up cult i wish i had known about this sooner ive been raised in "the truth" im 16 im leaveing tomorrow

OklaXwitness

i have lots of friends at my school ive been talking to some people about this online he told me if they do kick me out i need to go before a judge and ask for representation to protect my rights i have 6 friends who are willing to let me stay with them i think im ready i think my parents will either make life difficult or kick me out i hope they kick me out rather than make life difficult

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