hopefully i've given something to someone here over the years.
i know i've taken plenty.. i had to come here, the only place where i can say what i have on my mind and know that people will understand.. i took an overdose of medication on monday.
my long battle with anxiety and depression that is well chronicled on these pages got the best of me once again.
It's called Justifiable anger
They took all my family and my assets.
Take the best care of yourself we don't let evil win.
Well living is the best revenge indeed,i just bought a brand new suv with my otherwise watchtower world wide work donations
AND i posted the truth about the truth in 5 worldly forums just this morning,we 'R in their face in cyberspace we'll get em......
i touch on this subject in another post but i felt the need to take it further...back in the day jw's went out in fs but i don't know about today.... i live in a big city....the territory my congregation has is small because there are so many cong.
here.. our bookstudy only had maybe four blocks at the most to work.
my ex husband and i would go to the meetings and hear talk about fs and all the wonderful and experiences and the joy oh joy in being out in the ministry.
I began my door to door in diapers 1957 ended 1991 I NEVER padded my hours. 
I really believed in my heart of hearts that i was marking souls for life and death.
That's why i am out of the fraud for God cult.
[The incentive for most men (brothers) for getting into a car group was to flirt with the sisters.]
Party time 
i just started doing this (blogging) and it is not unlike writing a diary put into public view.. there a zillions of these things floating around out there.
many are extremely inventive, artistic, interesting and startling.. however, most are utterly inane!.
sturgeon's law at work.
I have 8 anti-watchtower blogs and counting dispersed over different servers,ISP's and locations.I spend money on them too.
No way i am ever going down.
wow.
i have been carrying my secret for 12 long years.. i told my wife long ago that i was once a witness.
i told her how i was exiled from the congragation 12 years ago after a bout of domestic violence between me and my unbelieving father.
TAPE RECORD EVERYTHING IF YOU HAVE A COVERT CAMCORDER ALL THE BETTER
DOCUMENT,DOCUMENT,DOCUMENT (if they ask you if you are recording deny it.)
Best wishes Danny
we know that the society uses these forums to get the "newest light" and oftentimes head off potential disasters.
they blunted much of the un debacle within the jw community.
there are jws that scan this site too.
Hypocrite Jehovah Witness Join United Nations,is Like Learning the Pope Secretly Supports Abortion.
I've been in since 1957 NOTHING is more shocking to me than the UN scandal.Thousands of meetings, talks,commentary on the King of the North ,gog of magog,image of the beast the whole enchilada etc.
Gog of Magog turns out to be Mr.Magoo
surfed upon this while in a search on usenet.
try to get past the drama and get to the meat of the post.
submit any comments you have re: the title of my thread, thx, if you wish:.
My family members and loved ones who have died broken by Watchtower defaulted prophecies and promises are also all still dead.They died some premature for neglecting their healthcare believing in things like 1914 'generations'.This is current and ongoing today.Just wait till all the dub baby boomers get old with no retirement savings,from their no benefits cottage industries like washing windows and part time jobs.
surfed upon this while in a search on usenet.
try to get past the drama and get to the meat of the post.
submit any comments you have re: the title of my thread, thx, if you wish:.
In the Mid 1960's my JW elder dad would bring his family of 5 along to his outgoing 'public talk' assignments.We were from the old Bridgewater Massachusetts.congregation that smelled like mothballs cause they painted the floor joist with cresote.
....I remember as a little boy the Plymouth Massachusetts cong. at that time was all real old folks.My dad explained that they were the old 'Russellites'.
They are all dead and still dead to this day.
according to the watchtower bible and tract society, all non- jehovah witnesses will be destroyed at armageddon, a time said to be coming soon.
the watchtower prints over 14 million copies of its magazines every week, and has over 4 million (in 1992) jehovah's witnesses are spreading their doctrines in 200 countries and it is rapidly increasing.
since it's origination, the jehovah's witnesses have had many names and boldly claim to be the only organization that god is using to speak his truth for him today.
Mainstream vs. the 'cults' Danny's 'quickie' definition,my personal take and opinion: Faith based systems fall in one of three categories. (1) 'Mainstream' mostly benevolent and least demanding you go to services once a week socialize,get spiritually recharged. (2) 'Sects' like mainstream only may be more demanding controlling and intense. (3) 'Cults' or more the more accurate high demand,high control destructive cults.How are they destructive? They 'destroy' (A) identity (B) sanity (C) bank account For the PhD version from Dr.Robert J. Lifton: Eight Marks of a deadly Mind Control Cult applied to Jehovah's Witnesses
Speaks for itself..
http://www.fftimes.com/index.php/6/2005-05-10/21224/1538
Why Jehovah
2005-05-12 09:56:29
The Watchtower Society is God's conduit here on earth. We listen to what God sais through it. If later on there is a clearer understanding on some topic then fine. We obey according to what God lets us understand according to his will and at His time schedule. At the begining the Society didn't understand that celebrating Cristmas offended Jehovah but now we do, etc. , etc. ... We don't tell Jehovah how we ought to worship him, He tells us. Jehovah let His oun Son die for us, and that's fine, right? We appreciate that, we can gain everlasting life through that sacrifice. Does that make Jehovah a monster that lets His oun children die. If Jesus didn't die(completely die)the sacrifice wouldn't of been valid so Jehovah stood and watched him die ... for us. He did that for us. If Jehovah ask you to do somthing ... Do It. Trust Him just like His Son trusted him. Otherwise Jesus died in vain(at least in your case).
Whoa whoa whoa who sez's there's 6 million?
Is this the Watchtower's own estimate from the folks who bring home the "truth"?
The History Channel circa 2003 say's 4 million.
