However, recently during study God "spoke" my new name to me he has given me in heaven. It brought me to tears because God's name for me means the exact opposite of the opinion that my Jehovah's Witness father has of me. I did not want to know the name and resisted it. But, it welled up in me like a bubble and when it gently burst their was God's new name for me. I cried like I never cried before.
Dude, with all due respect, this just sounds completely and utterly whacko. Surely you dont think the JWs sound any more "far out" than this?