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  IMAGINE

  by myelaine in

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  imagine there's no heaven,.

  it's easy if you try,.

  no hell below us,.

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  coolhandluke

  you have to check out a perfect circle's version of this song. amazing
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  Self Abuse

  by startingover in

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  something occurred to me while i was reading the promiscuous sex thread.

  the wt always refers to masturbation as self abuse.

  i googled it and came up with many sites that linked it to cutting oneself, but only a couple that linked those words to masturbation, one being a site about sda prophetess ellen white, and the other some religious site.. of course if you type in self pleasure then you get the masturbation links.

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  At the time since my perception of Jehovah was tied into my mother, I thought God hated me. Any minute now he was going to kill a kitten for my misdeads. This kept me up at night. I worried about it constantly. After masturbating the first time and after that initial endorphine release(among other things) I was hooked. My mom took me to the PO. This eventually lead to my horrible problem being mentioned inside of an elders meeting with the CO. This information spread to the servant body and I was the butt of many jokes.

  In retrospect, how many of these tools beat off and had the self loathing nerve to make fun of me for it. Hazah! I say HAZAH!!

  CHL
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  Chapter Eighteen of my latest book (This is NATE by the way)

  by Jebediah Thunder in

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  " i walked out onto the porch with ernest, who was wearing his suit and tie.

  "im your friend nate.

  "well have to tell elder barry about how you stood there watching us the whole time, bleeping off and bleeping in your pants.

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  Yeah. I'm gonna have to read the whole book. Stop teasing me you bastard!
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  How do you feel about promiscuous sex?

  by free2beme in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i work with a guy who sleep with a lot of different woman, and when i say a lot, i mean a lot!

  i know what some are thinking, "oh he probably sleeps with a few and makes it sound like more.

  " well i would think that too, if i did not actually meet a lot of these woman and work with some of them and they admit to sleeping with him on a regular basis.

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  but do we ever hear the stories about all the people in the world who are really enjoying it? or am i just reading the wrong magazines?

  The thing is they aren't doing interviews, they are some where scrumping. That is why you don't hear about them.

  I have weird ideas about sex. I have to be really into the person that I am with. It must be an animal thing but to me they must be exceptional in some way or another. Perhaps this is the side of me that realizes that even with all precautions in place the possibility of pregnancy though remote is real. I need my child should I have one to have a genetic predisposition to be as cool as his/her father. Your faulty genes might fuck that up and I'll have to kill you. Beyond that my value system is important to me. If you have a terrible one, piss off, I can't deal with you. However perhaps this is my inexperience speaking.

  If two people are enjoying themselves their personal freedoms allow them to do so. Their freedom does not encroach on mine unless I allow it. So all of this talk about he's naughty, she just has low self esteem is in my opinion imposing your value system on someone with a completely different way of seeing the world. My question then is "Where do you get off judging the nature of some one else's jolly's?"

  CHL (of the likes ladies, preferably hot when naked ones class)
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  Addictive game....

  by coolhandluke in

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  new addiction for the jh and buttlight in all of us.

  http://www.mypartypost.com/viewflash/785/ray_ray_the_game

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  New addiction for the JH and Buttlight in all of us. http://www.mypartypost.com/viewflash/785/Ray_Ray_the_Game
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  Penn Jillette gives a great essay on Atheism

  by Gollum in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  npr has revived an old radio thing from the 50's called "this i believe".

  the one yesterday had penn jillette (kind of my hero anyway) getting around there requirement for a positive assertion of faith, by saying he positivily believes there is no god.. anyway, it's now become my favorite essay.

  here's the link with the text and a link to the audio.

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  coolhandluke

  throughly enjoyed this
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  Two weeks 'til DA day?

  by AuldSoul in

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  if you have been following anything about my situation (likely not), i have been baptised for 20 years.

  my profile (as of today) says:i have committed no immorality.

  i have only stopped believing that the christian congregation of jehovah's witnesses represents the interests of god in any way.

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  coolhandluke

  I care my man. No thoughts really. You know your struggle better than I do. If it matters to you what the congregation thinks maybe you could do what Kwin did and mail them copies of your DA letter. Not sure if this would help. Just a suggestion.

  Good vibes comin your way man

  Dominick
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  Time again for........ Congregation roll call

  by Jourles in

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  it's been a while since this topic has been brought up.

  use it as a chance to see if there is someone you might know from years past.

  1973-1976 --- lakeside, ca??

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  coolhandluke

  1979-1985: South Broadway/Slauson: Los Angeles CA

  1985-2003: Fontana South: Fontana CA
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  Emotional Baggage.............

  by AK - Jeff in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  wifey and i left the dubland fantasy two years back, after a lifetime of that religion.

  we know we have made the right choice.. i thought i was over all the 'stages' of this exit.

  this past week i have been feeling great anger over the loss of my 'friends', and the great injustice of the 'shunning' policies.

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  It was disgusting abusive behaviour and I regret it terribly.

  And perhaps in time so will they. In the meantime however the pain of enduring this behavior is taxing enough while trying to move forward. Why exacerbate it with negative feelings amid so many already negative feelings. Not for nothing, I was pissed as hell at my grandman for her stupid behavior. She should know better. She's just following her husband and his example being her spiritual head. She's doing what her Watchtower trained consciene tells her even though it violates her biology. All I'm saying is that it is narrow minded not to consider all sides. Perhaps this consideration helps us to move on a little, to forgive. I for one do not have room in my heart for the space that hating takes up. Calling someone a "prick" and "worse" is hateful. Yeah, cuz that'll show 'em.
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  Emotional Baggage.............

  by AK - Jeff in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  wifey and i left the dubland fantasy two years back, after a lifetime of that religion.

  we know we have made the right choice.. i thought i was over all the 'stages' of this exit.

  this past week i have been feeling great anger over the loss of my 'friends', and the great injustice of the 'shunning' policies.

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  coolhandluke

  Thank you for judging us in our pain.

  Our pain is right. It is my pain too. The problem with pain is that it is reflexive. It usually focuses on self and is not objective. So yeah, our pain does not see all sides, it sees our side. By the way. There was no judgement, merely observation.

  CHL