I have had my own problems acceptting some of the things in the Old Testament too. I do not claim to know the mind of God. I do understand from history,I have studied from that time, and some about those people. If you did something to one of them as a tribe or nation against nation even if they were children when it occurred they would seek revenge of their own one day. Just as these wars that have gone on for centuries in the holy lands and middle eastern countries. Killing everyone elemenates that problem. Like I said I don't claim to really understand but that makes it easier for me. I believe that God exists and that Jesus is his son. I pray and my prayers are answered and I'm comforted when I am troubled. I am thankful for that. No one has answered if they have any doubts in the back of their minds about their beliefs? I do feel that everyone should live by their own convictions though. I cannot live your life for you just as you cannot live mine. You have to feel comfortable with the decisions that you make no one else. Mommie Dark just shows all of this anger in the things that she says. I understand being mad at the JW's but will you be able to move on from that? And also if The Bible is such and awful book than why would you own one, much less allow your son to read it at all. Something that I had that kind of feeling about, like it's only useful for toilet paper and rolling joints I would not allow my children to be around it. One more thing I totally believe that there are right things and there are wrong things. I do not believe that everything is okay. I'm sure that you don't either. The Bible whether you are a believer or not is a good guide line on how to live your life.
I almost forgot about MD's other comment about growing up and living my life. I don't know if I'm grown up or not yet but I'm working on it. My future is totally on my back and only mine. I can try to do good or just coast through life not caring about my actions and only worring about myself. I try to live my life according to my convictions and do good to those around me. Jesus is my role model and I hope that I can half way live up to the example He set for me. I try to help anyone in need and try to keep the mind set of putting others before myself. I know that I can always improve in this area, but I hope I will continue on this path the rest of my life. What is wrong with this mentallity? Do you MD wish that there were no people in this world who wanted to help others? I don't think that I've been whinning, but I guess I'd rather whine than have such a huge monkey on my back. I'm glad that I am not filled with hate and contempt.
Gentlyferal if you are not a Christian and not an Atheist then how do you classify yourself.