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  thank you all

  by ugg in

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  i just wanted to take a moment and thank every one who posts and those.

  who visit in "chat"....because of my situation i have no association..... lonliness is a problem for me....but that void is being filled with.

  this site....i can assure you,,,it is a void that really needed filling!!.

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  ugg

  i just wanted to take a moment and thank every one who posts and those
  who visit in "chat"....because of my situation i have no association....
  lonliness is a problem for me....but that void is being filled with
  this site....i can assure you,,,it is a void that really needed filling!!
  i enjoy everyone in chat so much....there are all different personalites
  but not any i haven't liked so far....for those who have not tried it,,
  you should....

  special thanks to those who write the forums,,,or threads...i am unsure
  what they are called...i am a mental mess,,,for numerous reasons...i
  read some thing on this forum "beliefs,doctrines,and practises"
  under the heading "defensivness"....it was such an eye opener for me....

  ice blue,,and lisa bobessa don't realize it,,,but they made me so happy..

  i cannot go to a kingdom hall or even look at witnesses...i have been
  this way for a year...i am a "fence sitter"....i cannot listen to any
  thing they say,,,or stand to look at any publication....

  i will break every command of theirs under the sun,,,and at the same
  time,,,defend the witness and doctrine beliefs...

  i am thinking,,,i am beyond a mental mess...YOU CANNOT IMMAGINE how i
  felt when i read the experiences of these to people....they feel and
  act exactly like i have done.....

  I AM NOT ALONE!!!!! it must have some thing to do with all the training
  we have recieved at witnesses...some thing deep in our minds or spirit...
  that makes us do this...

  so,,,thank you all for your friendship and understanding....SPECIAL
  THANKS TO ice blue and lisa bobessa....you didn't know,,,but oh how
  you helped....

  i was a jw for 30 years....i wonder if i will ever be "normal" i feel
  like making them pay for my medical expenses...doctors visits,,,
  antidepressants,,,therapy sessions....all of this in the name of god!!
  "UGG"
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  Suicide

  by Latte in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  sister disfellowshipped between ages of 17-24yrs old.

  i lost track of her between this time as she was in another congregation.

  i eventually moved permanently to her cong.

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  ugg

  these life experiences are so deeply moving,,,and so heart wrenching.....yet, the society has a

  hard view on this.....i hate the society and their lack of compassion and understanding....i hope

  with time,,,,may we all heal.....hugs to all of you.....
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  Even Worse Day

  by Sirona in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  thanks for your support on my thread "bad day".. it seems things don't want to get better.

  sorry for moaning, but i thought i'd update you all too.... firstly i saw the dental specialist today (remember, infected wisdom tooth?).

  he said (after thorough examination, xray etc).

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  hugs for you sirona...many many many hugs......
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  Sisters Rock

  by joannadandy in

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  2. friends

  i was looking for some bad 80's pics to post of me in another thread, and i came across a ton of me and my sister.

  there is a big age gap between us, she is 12 years older than me.

  so when i was in kindergarten she was a senior in high school.

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  all of this is so deeply touching.......thank you for sharing
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  Baptism

  by joannadandy in

  1. jw
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  just some thoughts i had...it creeped itself into poem format...i hate when that happens...lol.

  there was light on their wings as they stepped into the water.. there was gold on their hands as they pushed me toward the stream.. the thick black of the swirling water went un-noticed except by me.. the thick black smoke they breathed was choking me.. i stepped back afraid.. i stepped back to flee.. they called to me in a siren song that was slightly out of tune.. they pounded words from dusty books into my ears.. the words became pleasurable for a time in the numbness they brought.. there were hundreds all around me.. there was love in their words, and faces filled with indifference.. yet still no wings for me after these long years.. there was gold on their faces, but i saw the red reflected in their eyes.. i sat on the bank and cried gray tears.. the light would never reflect the same.. ashes in my lap,.

  dust within the air.. i am made of nothing, .

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  joana,,,,,very touching.....

  happiest day of my life.....my baptism
  saddest day of my life.....my baptism
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  ladies/gentlemen..Give me your take on this

  by Monster in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  ladies i know i shouldn't really hit on this because i have no real understanding of what you go through when you are raped.

  i just want to try and understand some of what is going on.

  let me ask this q. do you believe that the elders do not want to report the rapes or they are told they cannot report the rapes from the gb?

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  MIMMILY,,,,,HUGS FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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  A week away from being a "normal" fam...

  by LyinEyes in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  yep , it will happen next monday morning at 8:30 am.

  all of my children will be attending their very first day of school, jake is 15, kelly is 9 and chance is 7. they are so excited about getting school supplies , backpacks, i almost said bookbags, lol , for the first time.

  my daughter said this is her dream come true.

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  i am so happy for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! immagine,,,,the hearts of your children.....

  oh,,, how they must feel....yes,,,,enjoy.....both of you....the experiences that are ahead of you....
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  can i be disfellowedshipped for attending my disfe

  by Blueblades in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  can i be disfellowedshipped for attending my family members wedding who is already disfellowedshipp.where is this in print?thanking you in advance for any help on this matter.

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  amen!!!! GO GO GO.....then bring knee pads to the next meeting
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  My story - witchywoman

  by witchywoman in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  it has been many years since i was dsfsd, i have written this to my sister in hopes that she could understand some of the reasons that the relationship between my daughter and myself have been strained for so many years.

  i thought that by posting this it might help someone else that might be going through some of the same things.. here is my story.hello, as i stated in my other e-mail i will dedicate this entirely to trying to explain my situation with my daughter.

  i hope you don`t mind if it gets lengthy.as you probably already know i chose to be a jehovahs witness, and was one for more than 16 years.

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  truly a sad life....hang in there.....i am thinking of you hugs...
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  What pisses you off about elders wives?

  by bay64me in

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  the elders wife that really pisses me off, is the one that would boastfully announce that jehovah had provided her husband with a part-time teaching job, emphasising that his employment was "on the line" each year....but thanks to jehovah,(in other words) we are so fucking loyal and do many hours in field service and things that nobody could possibly know about ( but i'm letting you know indirectly) so my husband has an income to assist us in our pioneer service!

  what pisses you off about elders wives?

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  ANIMAL------HUGS FOR YOU.....OH MY

  ps.....i hugged disfellowshipped MANY MANY TIMES....nothing ever said