Yeah, reading CoC was real emotionally cathartic, as someone put it. It gets better, then it gets worse again, then you get better, then you get suicidal and wonder why, then you get a little better, then you get worse, then you just don't care about life anymore. Then you get inspired... poetry, songs, writing... growing, learning, healing. Marijuana helps.
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Just started COC, can't stop crying
by erynw ini left the wtb&ts 24 years ago after being a full time pioneer for 15 years and have never looked back.
i have no family "in" and have moved very far away from the congro i left.
no one here knows i used to be in this cult.. i experienced the usual shunning from the members of the congro i went to and from surrounding congregations (the city i lived in was big and had several khs), but it didn't last long because i moved away shortly after the "big announcement".
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USC Is A Blast!!
by XJW4EVR inmy first month is almost up at usc.
what a difference between a real university and cal state los angeles.
it is refreshing to have professors that are interested in teaching, and not indoctrinating.
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Shawn10538
What are you studying?
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Which is your favourite anti-JW web site?
by IT Support inthere a loads of anti-jw sites out there.. if you had to choose just one as being the best (apart from jwd, of course!
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perhaps which was most helpful when you were leaving?
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Freeminds is number one hands down. #2 for me is Beyond JWs
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what a pathetic site this is, so sorry i joined
by donna4174 into everyone looking at these pages you are all demonic and will be judged when jehovahs day is near dont leave it to late you sinners of satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Shawn10538
Thank you for making my day whoever you are. That is just priceless!
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wife of jw pedophile speaks out
by candidlynuts inhttp://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2-2007430080,00.html.
wife: i stand by jehovah paedo.
by anthony france.
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That judge should be hanged. Child molestation "understandable"? Come on? Can anyone really think this?
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Destroying One's Faith
by Sunspot inthe jws are always grumbling that former jws are trying to "destroy their faith" and that they have nothing nice to say about the men who write for the watchtower or their peculiar teachings.. but then---jws go to people's homes and try to convince them that they should stop:.
praising jesus,.
celebrating or honoring their lord and savior on his resurrection or on his birth,.
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JWs have a persecution complex. Any slightly derragatory word is taken as a stilletto to the heart rather than a harmless criticism. It's normal to want to rant and rave and try to bring down an evil empire like the WTS. I say, they get what they deserve.
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Well its been a while...disfellowshiping, sex, drugs, and I'm diggin it!
by tsunami_rid3r ini checked my last post, that was march 2007.. .
i had plans to go to italy for a dig and i just got fired from my suck ass waiting job, but instead i went to a dig in texas for the summer.
wow was that [edit] cool.
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Shawn10538
Nice to know you are in the circle!
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Letter that my DFed wife received from her Pioneer Mother
by Hangin_on inwe have been dfed for almost 3.5yrs and have been trying to get back in for 2 yrs and we are getting the runaround.. anyway..... here is the letter my pregnant wife received from her elderess pioneer mother.. .
dear mary,.
i am writing to ask you please do not try to talk to me until you are reinstated.
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Lately I'm leaning toward the idea that if I talk to my relatives in the future it's going to be on my terms. So, just when I'm reinstated and they think they are going to talk to me again, I'm going to say, 'Sorry! I'm not talking to you, I'm marking you as bad associates."
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Meet-up in Long Beach Sat. Oct. 6 at noon
by Shawn10538 in55 alamitos .
coffee caliente coffee shop .
all invited - free - cool spot to hang
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Come one come all!
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The C word
by ness inhow do your minds work people??.
the word 'cult'.
who is comfortable saying they were raised in a 'cult' or were brainwashed temporarily by a 'cult'?.
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definitely a cult and I never hesitate to tell people I was raised in a cult. Most of my friends know I was raised in a cult and lived in the cult compound in New York for 6 yeARS. Most of them think it is interesting, and are always asking me questions about how it was to grow up in a notorious religious cult.