This is going to be my last post on this subject. I don't have time to research every shred of evidence and go back and forth. Work kinda gets in the way of that, don't ya know!
If Darwin's children say that he still believed his own theory when he was on his death bed, it still does not discredit that in the man's own writings he admitted that it had too many holes for he himself to be able to believe it. He also gave reference to the idea that it made sense that there was a creator. Those were qoutes from things that he personally wrote. (This was not the Wikipedia version, by the way.)
If I spent many years of my life studying things about Brad Pitt and convincing myself that he and I are a perfect match, it doesn't make it so, does it? I could be in the nursing home on my death bed, truly believing that he's going to walk in and plant a big juicy kiss on me, but is that me being delusional, or is that a fact, just because I believe it so much? Sometimes people believe the wrong things.
Maybe Darwin's children wanted to save face for their father, especially since so many were starting to buy into the theory. Maybe Darwin didn't want his children to think he wasted his life on something even he wasn't able to substantiate. Maybe there was a big cover up. I don't know. I do know that hisownwritings show that he had definite problems with his own theory.
There are too many obvious questions. If we "evolved" from apes, why are there still apes? If we came out of a pool of slime by chance, how did that pool of slime know how to make both male and female critters? I mean, the productive system is amazingly complicated. That happened by chance? It's more convincing that someone created it in a very concise manner.
Believe what you like, but the evidence is on the side of a creator. Evolution is just way to complicated and too wishy-washy to make any kind of good sense.