Don't worry, all us cool people will be in hell, the hookers, rockstars and so on. It ill be the cool place to be!
Witnesses are not living as happy a life as their stepford smiles would lead you to believe, trust me. They are a ticking time bomb of nerves most of them. Take a deep breath and go enjoy the life you are fortunate enough to have and experience.
Also what _morpheus said is true. You can get to a place where you have so much peace, you just haven't found your way all the way there yet.