Welcome. Glad to have you join in the conversation.
You wrote:I don't feel the GB are bad people, I think most witnesses including them are misguided...
I felt exactly the same way when I got up in the middle of a meeting and said a little prayer as I walked out the KH door. I could not sit in my seat and say nothing. But I could not tell anyone what I felt was inappropriate and wrong. But it was clear to me that people were being treated badly and the gag orders were not right.
I 'walked away' and waited for the org to figure things out and get back on track. For 13+ years I worked my job and waited for the org. They got worse and I found JWD/JWN.
Just the fact that I could not talk to anyone freely about my concerns in itself is a big deal.
I no longer believe they were ever Jehovah's chose people. I do not believe they ever will be.
-Aude Sapere (meaning: Dare to Know; Dare to Have Wisdom/Understanding; Dare to Think for Yourself)