hello people!
i just have to share this to relax myself a little bit.
it was very hard yesterday... like not having the strength to go any further.
(((freeme))) sorry that you are feeling down.
Spend a little time with us and maybe you will start to feel better. We can relate to you in many ways, such as the fear of losing our friends.
I think the situation with your wife yelling and shouting must really be starting to wear you down. It's not the way you would expect to live in a marriage. You are also very young to have to deal with this.
I hope you can find some calmness, freeme.
penny2
heya all.
just got back from the snow, had a great time!.
here are the pics.
(((Blake))) Hope he's feeling better soon Es.
heya all.
just got back from the snow, had a great time!.
here are the pics.
The poor love, hope he's OK!
heya all.
just got back from the snow, had a great time!.
here are the pics.
Blake is sick with a fever
Lucky he got sick after the holiday and not during (hopefully at least).
Looks like you had a good time Es.
It always cracks me up that you have snow in your hemisphere while we are in the middel of summer
Yes, we are in the middle of winter, but here in South Australia it's 26 degrees celsius today (so might be hotter than where you are in the summer).
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i'm so glad to be a member, i have been reading this site for a while now and finally joined.
i just love reading all your comments, how enlightening!
this site has been a source of great comfort for me in the past few months.
Good to have you here, mind my own. Welcome!!
has anyone found that the longer you are away from the witlesses the worse their mindf*** on your mind becomes.. i'm acting in such ways that i never even acted as a dub.
it's like in everyway bad they might affect someone, it becomes exacerbated upon departure.
i never used to be so afraid to try new things, even wholesome things, while i was a dub, no more than usual, now i get paralyzed by fear to do the simplist things, like seeing people or getting my life started.. i'm slowing doing these things anyway, but i'm so shocked at how difficult it is.
I am having massive panic attacks all the time now
That must be frightening, Mincan. The panic attacks may continue even when you stop the marijuana but it's important that you lay off the drink and drugs.
Are you getting help for the panic attacks? Don't be embarrassed to seek help.
penny2
Your kids are adorable!
Hope you're having a good time.
i have just spent the last few days in tasmania, where i was born and raised until the age of 20. my grandmother is a jw in her 80's but let me stay at her house because "no one is going to tell her she can not speak to her own family".
i visited relatives and friends, and found that almost everyone that i grew up with are no longer jws.
it was quite eye-opening; some have become christians, some have new age beliefs, some are athiests.
Wow, that's an amazing collection you have there! The oldest publication I have is "New Heavens and A New Earth" from 1953. I haven't been motivated to read it though.
has anyone found that the longer you are away from the witlesses the worse their mindf*** on your mind becomes.. i'm acting in such ways that i never even acted as a dub.
it's like in everyway bad they might affect someone, it becomes exacerbated upon departure.
i never used to be so afraid to try new things, even wholesome things, while i was a dub, no more than usual, now i get paralyzed by fear to do the simplist things, like seeing people or getting my life started.. i'm slowing doing these things anyway, but i'm so shocked at how difficult it is.
now I get paralyzed by fear to do the simplist things, like seeing people or getting my life started.
Recreational drug taking can lead to panic disorder and agoraphobia - particularly if engaged in after a major life event or a period of continual stress. In other words, it's going to make your problems worse.
Do a google search on "panic attacks" and "marijuana" and you'll see what I mean.
Sorry, Mincan.
penny2
