Tales of Achievement.
Currently reading 'Race Against Time' The diary of Ellen MacArthurs record shattering single handed round the world tri-maran voyage.
The greatest sportswoman in history...simply no equals to her immense stature.
Lowden
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i must still be programmed to think like a jw, cause i like to read articles about how bad things are going in the world.
the worse the world conditions become, the more i love to read.
Tales of Achievement.
Currently reading 'Race Against Time' The diary of Ellen MacArthurs record shattering single handed round the world tri-maran voyage.
The greatest sportswoman in history...simply no equals to her immense stature.
Lowden
ever since i stopped my study i have gotten completely depressed, unable to sleep, i really depended on my study group to keep me sane and give me purpose but now my bi-polar symptoms have come back with a vengeance.
i thought about going to another church because ruminuating on a creator did help me sleep at night and now i have not slept for four days.
i never realized how much i was becoming dependent on the religious structure.
Hey there Ted Hughes' Wife....I've been to your grave. It's in a village called Heptonstall, Hebden Bridge, Yorkshire, England.
Back to the topic though, i agree with Bee that you're missing the company or group situation, the feeling of belonging and worth or importance. It's only natural my friend
Be patient with yourself and time will show you the way to go and the path to take. Becoming involved with another group of some kind would seem like a good idea, even if it's just a 'bi-polar therapy' group.
Maybe try a class to learn something you've always wanted to know how to do.
Mostly, we humans are gregarious animals, we like to be near others and share our lives, it's who we are.
Peace
Lowden
when i got off for lunch today i decided to go to the walmart deli and get something to eat.
it is a huge store, groceries, a bakery, mc donalds, a bank , eye center, beauty shop, a great deli, and a huge garden center.
i had taken back a 80 gig hard drive dvd recorder ( i couldn't figure out how to hook up <smile> and had received 238.00. i picked up a couple of things in the store then went to the deli.
Annie
I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Why THANK Jehovah on a forum mainly made up of 'dirty apostates'??
That don't make sense at all my dear.
Seems to me that you are what's known in the U.K. as 'a wind-up merchant'.
Little Toe
I don't agree with you my gentle pictish dude. But only because of my above statement.
Peace
Lowden
please escuse the obvious stones lyrical referance but thats the first thing that came to mind.
i am a 44 yo male fader from pennsylvania.
been faded for 22 years or so and been lurking and reading all of your posts for 6 or so months.
Welcome to the forum Asheron
Stay around...you'll enjoy yourself!!
Peace
Lowden
so, my friend from texas was visiting this past week.
he still goes to the kh and is a ms. so he wanted to know why i have not gone to meetings.
i tell him that i am upset about the ngo thing (explained in detail).
Sinis
Your reasonings are clear and lucid and truthful. Your friend is an automaton, a marionette in the control of the org' as many of us used to be.
" I'll have to do some research " is simply a flaccid excuse to divert the subject...and also probably a lie because the WTS is to be believed above ALL other deities. It's sad, but as i said, we were there once.
Maybe your friend will listen in future.
Peace
Lowden
i'm not but i bet that there are some that quiety worry about it.....what about you?
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To me Armageddon and all other acts of mass genocidal destruction, mean that the killing of innocents will ALWAYS occur. Children and babies don't kow their minds. A religion that teaches such doctrines, or a god that perpetrates such acts is patently evil and i will not countenance either.
Peace
Lowden
the phrase is 'the truth is out there' and when we stumble across it by accident, it can't help but make a person wonder what else they never knew, and how pieces of the jigsaw gradually begin to fit together as we search for the 'truths of history'.. i love whitby.
whitby is a small town in the north yorkshire moors.
it sits on the coast with the magnificent ruins of whitby abbey dominating the sky line.
Whitby's a nice place, if a bit Blackpoolified. The 'old town' is nicest and of course it's history is worth a nosey.
Personally i prefer Robin Hoods Bay just upt road, also very touristy but gorgeous all the same. Holidayed there twice....memories.
Peace
Lowden
the goal of a soldier is to properly serve his master until the date of his service has ended.
that date may be the end of war, the end of his promised time of servitude or his death.
it is no different in theocratic warfare.
Brilliant post Luke!
You're a very eloquent man. You understand why you are where you are and the root causes of why you feel as you feel. This is the lion's share of the battle, where you have been rescued from your spiritual Omaha and Gold. You weren't defeated as many have been. You are not dead in the water as many are, many of our friends and dear ones.
For some, the legacy of a terrible war is recurring thoughts, feelings, fears, visions etc. This may be you and it may be many of us and for some the healing is never total. Some scars of battle will stay for the rest of our lives but they are of use to us and we can learn from them, build better minds from them.
You are not alone in your plight!
Peace
Lowden
i think we should have a happiness is section that compares life after jws.
happiness is... .
being told by your professor that the only open section of the class you need to take to finish your degree is on tues. and thurs nights 7pm to 9pm, and being able to give a resounding , "yes!
Having a free mind and knowing....KNOWING that JW's are wrong. Damn that's good!!
Peace
Lowden
inspired by a few posts from the 'suffering' thread, i pose the above question.. is it really necessary to experience or even know of evil deeds in order to appreciate good, benevolence, peace.. certain peoples and indigenous tribes have lived in peace and probably still do with little, if any, disturbance and malevolence within their communities.
they don't need evil to appreciate good, surely.. one current headline story over here in britain is of a 7yr old girl murdered, shot in the back by a drug dealer because she'd seen his face.
he's just got 40yrs in jail.
Wasted North of England Katie? The whole of it's wasted....chuck!
There are good bits though.
Lowden