Isn't that always the case you have a great dream and then wake up and you think oh crap that was just a dream. Oh well back to work its friday and I have to close out the week.
hambeak
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So ashamed this morning........
by Frannie Banannie ini was at the grocery store, wheeling a cart about 1/4 full.
the desire to have some cigarettes was so overwhelming that i avoided my family members with me at the store, grabbed two packs of my favorite brand of cigarettes and hid them under the growing pile of items in my cart.. it was about that time that i woke up.
and very briefly, until i came to my senses, i felt that it was no use to even try if i was going to be so weak as to sabotage my own efforts to be strong..
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I think I have lost my friend...
by brunhilda40 ini posted earlier regarding my friend who is a jw that i have spent time with first as a work association, and then as just a friend.
she has a lesbian daughter and me being a lesbian was able to help her understand some of her daughters lifestyle.
i spent time staying at her home when i was in the area, had what i thought was a good relationship with her husband.
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hambeak
Brunhilda I can feel your loss and pain. I was a jw for more than thirty years. I hope you can understand her dilemma. Until she leaves either her marriage or the org. she will be torn and there is nothing you can do. If her husband hasn't attended in 2 years chances are he has said nothing to the cong. He may feel uneasy with his wife having a gay friend. I know because I am gay. I lost all of my family and friends when they found out. So give her space send her a card to her workplace once in a while to let her know you are still there for her and you never know what the future holds.
Peace Gary
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The Lesson of Martin Luther...
by Confucious inhey guys.... just felt like posting tonight.. comment or don't comment... but there was a good thought that came to mind tonight for me.. martin luther.... no... not martin luther king, jr.. the martin luther.. and forgive me please if my historical facts aren't 100 percent.. but martin luther went against the catholic church.. he posted the 95 rig-a-ma-role on the church doors.
basically condeming the sale of indulgence from pope leo.. anyway... martin luther went against the so called "norm" of the day.. but one of the things that i learned from him was his famous quote.... "here i stand.
god help me.".
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hambeak
You gave me something to think about I never thought about it in quite that light
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The Millenium is nearby, isn't it?
by Yussidiver ini think that jehovah will bring salvation next month to all of us.
we, ex-jws with our lifes totally destroyed by the sect-tanic machine of lies of the cheattower, will inherit the paradise.
no entrance allowed to gay, lesbians and that kind of satanic tribes.
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hambeak
Yussidiver you are either a bigoted brainwashed fool or this is a joke. Just my opinion
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So ashamed this morning........
by Frannie Banannie ini was at the grocery store, wheeling a cart about 1/4 full.
the desire to have some cigarettes was so overwhelming that i avoided my family members with me at the store, grabbed two packs of my favorite brand of cigarettes and hid them under the growing pile of items in my cart.. it was about that time that i woke up.
and very briefly, until i came to my senses, i felt that it was no use to even try if i was going to be so weak as to sabotage my own efforts to be strong..
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hambeak
I wish I could quit my problem is I enjoy the filthy and expensive habit 2+ packs a day OUCH
As for mouthy your dream sounds wonderful as long as you had a good time LOL
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What will Pres. G. Bush do now?
by hambeak inafter watching his impromptu press conference yesterday on abc i am convinced that clown wants a war with either n. korea or iran.
what do you folks think?
especially your take across the pond as you say.
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hambeak
I certainly wouldn't blame Bush for all the problems in the world but he sure did escalate a lot of them unneccessarily!
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It Took You All - Thank you.
by BrendaCloutier init took you all09/02/05brenda l. cloutier this is for all the friends ive lovedsome still there but most ive lostour paths crossed and we walked for a whileuntil apart we grow each down a different aislewe played we smiled we laughed we criedwe grieved together when one died i wish you all could know how much each means to meevery lesson learned every passing fantasyit took you all for me to becomethe only friend i could be this is to my parents dearraised me in love, not in fearmy lessons learned your thoughts provokedto one-day stand, be on my own the intangibles were taughti used them daily, wasted not i wish you all could know how much you mean to meevery lesson learned every realityit took you both for me to becomethe only daughter i could be this is to all the my lovers pasteach one in succession my lastmy heart was broken bent and bruisedtoo many times bitterly usedone flame burns brighter than the resti love you so, enduring times tests i wish you all could know how much each means to meevery lesson learned every passing graspit took you all for me to becomethe only lover i could be this is to all who have gone beforei thank you now and ever morefor all whove taught me, fought me, freed meand those of you who still greet meyouve shown me the way when life changedhow to walk on; pass through the flame i wish you all could know how much each means to meevery lesson learned every passing dreamit took you all for me to becomethe only person i could be
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hambeak
Brenda truly a beautiful poem it is a light to who you really are a beautiful and caring person
Thank-you Gary
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POLL: Do You Believe In The Bible or God At All???
by minimus inat this point in your life, do you believe in god or any parts of the bible as being god's word???.
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hambeak
greendawns' response is exactly how I feel yes and yes
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All of the Lost Loves
by Sparkplug intoday i was typing out thoughts on a thread and it struck me.
i have not seen my one sister in 20 years.
she has missed out on one of my children completely.
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hambeak
I haven't seen my 3 brothers in over 20 years, as for my mom, when I would call her while she was living with my younger brother his bitch of a wife wouldn't let me talk with her so one day I called the police and had them go by the house they lived in Napa Ca. and I live in Dallas, Tx. So I just couldn't go there to check on her. Then one day they were all gone. I google searched for them all and 6 years later I found my mother she had died in Arizona in a nursing home xmas eve 2003. I still have my memories of long past but I still have bitter feelings for the way dubs teach hatred. PS they are all still active Jws as far as I know
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What will Pres. G. Bush do now?
by hambeak inafter watching his impromptu press conference yesterday on abc i am convinced that clown wants a war with either n. korea or iran.
what do you folks think?
especially your take across the pond as you say.
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hambeak
Thanks for everyones input I think most agree that any invasion is going to have consequences some are more treacherous than others some localized some internationally. However when Clinton was president there were no fly zones in northern and southern Iraq and we didnot have the idiots in NK and Iran spouting as much hatred as they are now. In my opinion don't be fooled these fellows are all dangerous and a big threat to any kind of peace.
Ham