Posts by mavie

i came across something i'd written exactly 2 weeks and 5 days after i first became convinced (in a stupor) the the watchtower society wasn't the channel of god--and that they didn't have "the truth.

when a person sins against god.

the society is here teaching that confession of sins is something we do to jehovah.

mavie

I read part of it..up to your study with the attorney. I'll read more later.

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The End Is Near! North Korea halts nuclear program for aid!

by mavie in

http://news.independent.co.uk/world/asia/article2268076.ece.

i can hear the discussion in dubland now....

mavie

http://news.independent.co.uk/world/asia/article2268076.ece

I can hear the discussion in dubland now...

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new watchtower mag arrangement

by shadowofbathory in

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the latest from brooklyn ( my mate in upper management ) i thought id share.. .

the watchtower is remaining bi monthly.

instead of both monthly offerings sharing same formats there is a change coming into action soon.

mavie

the 15th of the month edition will be only hardcore study articles, specific info for jw's only and will NOT be offered or distributed to the general public or irregular meeting attendees

I would imagine this would actually be irregular publishers. If you miss one month in field service, no Watchtower for you.

It's funny, I gave the KM Service Meeting part back in Dec 2005 about the switch to a monthly Awake. Things seem to be changing quite a bit.

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Anyone from the Inland Northwest?

by mavie in

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from north idaho...looking for others who have left.

So I sent this handmade CD to my family...

by mavie in

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i put together a cd of music a while back that explained some of my feelings and gave it to them.

my mom listened to it and asked me questions.

here is the tracklisting if you are interested:.

mavie

Jag, you could interpret the lyrics in a number of ways. When I heard it, I thought of god, when my mom heard it, she thought of herself. Here are the lyrics..you decide.

I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2]
Sometimes I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore

Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
[x2]
I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myself

And it worked.
Yes it did!

[Chorus:]
There is no you
There is only me There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me

Only [x4]

Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why, now, now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside

[Chorus]

Only [x8]

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So I sent this handmade CD to my family...

by mavie in

jw
friends

i put together a cd of music a while back that explained some of my feelings and gave it to them.

my mom listened to it and asked me questions.

here is the tracklisting if you are interested:.

mavie

She was offended by some of the strong language, thought it applied to her. Such as the song "Only" where Reznor sings "There is no fucking you, there is only me." She thought I meant that line to apply to her when it really applies to god.

Dad didn't listen.

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So I sent this handmade CD to my family...

by mavie in

jw
friends

i put together a cd of music a while back that explained some of my feelings and gave it to them.

my mom listened to it and asked me questions.

here is the tracklisting if you are interested:.

mavie

I put together a CD of music a while back that explained some of my feelings and gave it to them. My mom listened to it and asked me questions.

Here is the tracklisting if you are interested:

1.) Imagine - John Lennon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=okd3hLlvvLw

2,) Change - Blind Melon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kAj5ejxZk1k

3.) Fight Song - Marilyn Manson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZ74G4lU84I

4.) Only - NIN http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2658143785965906541&q=only+NIN

5.) Three Libras - A Perfect Circle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jrp8J802wNs

6.) Judith - A Perfect Circle http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23eZMdixAuk

7.) So Ordinary - Ryan Star http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-wdtkEHyNI

8.) Bug Eyes - Dredg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPvqZb-qoAQ

9.) Never Know - Jack Johnson http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fgByEESxGw

10.) Across The Universe - The Beatles http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bm1HWTnASoU

I just realized it's a little funny to have John Lennon and Marilyn Manson on the same disc. Eh, both songs are social commentary with different beats.

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Bye

by thebiggestlie in

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this is my last post for a while as i am being confronted by my parents in a moment.

i dont know what i'll do but i thank you for your help.

nick

mavie

I'll be pulling for you. I hope to see you soon.