youcanhaveago,
Hey there, many have been in the same position as you.....myself as well.....not that long ago.
Note that the reason you are here is that you desire truth. That is important. You may feel like you don't have an anchor, but that is just because you have to get your "I can think for myself" legs. It is different when you have to start formulating your own thoughts and not everything will have an answer like you are used to in the organization.
Take a breath, pray if you are so inclined (I was/am).
Some people go off the deep end, Don't do that.
Some people thing that just because they were lied to that everybody are liars and totally reject their faith. Don't do that.
Find what works for you.
Some find that they have no faith or become agnostic or whatever.....that is cool....some remain christian....that is cool too.
Just don't rush into any belief system.
Also watch out for the Super Duper Evangelical Jesus Junkies who will no doubt PM you with why you should accept Jesus into your heart and be saved.....
Blah Blah Blah
I am a christian but these people put a bad taste in my mouth.
Just take it easy, smell the roses, It is like waking up. Ease into the day, have a coffee, then when you are wide awake, decide what you want to do.
Peace,
-rassillon