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  What is an elders manual ?

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  Thanks for the support,i know im depressed and have told the doctor who doesnt have a clue really.I was assessed and was told that i have lost control of my life being involved with a jw and i should start a new life.I agree and i do have this inner strength as you said but to move on i need answers.i was never religious until i met my partner of ten years and then had my head filled with armagedon.It does make you question if he is right otherwise why give up everything if it was wrong.reading peoples posts on this site helps me try and move on but its very hard.i want to smile again from the outside and from the inside,i have a great heart thats broke from losing my partner,i had to choose and this is why im having days that seem worthless.Eve.xx
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  What is an elders manual ?

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  thanks,i found that douknow site and just read a bit.it said-If there is no conscious awareness of death how could the spirits in prison be preached to by christ after his death(1Pet3:18:20) and how could the good news be declared also to the dead (1Pet4:6),after reading this it gives me hope,no doubt someone will say different,but i believe in god but have been brainwashed into thinking that i wouldnt be saved,because of not being a jw.This way of feeling always draws me back to,do a join them or what.I also noted that the report on the mental health which included jw's admissions was as i expected.The jw's talk about me saying i have mental health issues,i might ad i was perfectly sane until 10 years ago,and met my partner,who then brainwashed me into the state i am now,no wonder people look at me in disbelief.I have alot of questions and no answers,purely because my partner never answered with a yes or no,it was always a grey area.I am so tired of crying and feeling worthless today,i just hope people can understand that i have alot to ask.
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  What is an elders manual ?

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  If this book is only appointed to elders is there a particular reason why this is.Does it hide anything from jw's
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  What is an elders manual ?

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  What First Pops Up Into Your Mind When You Hear "Jehovah's Witnesses"???

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  now, i think "stupid".

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  That as well,also thinking that ive gone mad,wondering where it will all end,am i mad?
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  What First Pops Up Into Your Mind When You Hear "Jehovah's Witnesses"???

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  now, i think "stupid".

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  People that rip your heart out then expect you to get on with life
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  SHUNNED FATHER DEATHSUIT AGAINST THE WATCHTOWER - UPDATE

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  the name of the trust fund is save the children.

  the cheques should be made out to: save the children and mailed to:.

  save the children.

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  Hi, i totally agree with you and as far as the wt,they are not impossible to bring down.This is the reason why the elders frown upon outsiders.They say that we bring harm to their family.Thats the biggest joke yet,and as far as the truth,they wouldnt know the truth if it fell from the sky and hit them square in the face.They will bring it on themselves with their contradictions and new light rubbish,in other words lets change this just to suit us.Think not.You keep fighting,you never know when a wealthy business man could be logged on and make a generous donation to a good cause.That would make wt think twice.Thats my say on the matter. Eve xx
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  I'm in love with a Jehovah Witness, Is it really a losing battle?

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  i have been reading all of the feed back for saddler and the others.

  i too have been in a relationship with a jw for a little over a year.

  i love her very much but all the abuse i have taken over the pass year from her elders, uncles, grandfather...etc has really taken it's toll on me.

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  Thank you pudgey,you to have kind words and peoples hearts in mind as does Ballistic,who has a great smile.It has been a long time since recieving any comfort about the whole situation.Im sure we are here to be tested sometimes ,hope its all worth it.Eve.xx
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  I'm in love with a Jehovah Witness, Is it really a losing battle?

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  i have been reading all of the feed back for saddler and the others.

  i too have been in a relationship with a jw for a little over a year.

  i love her very much but all the abuse i have taken over the pass year from her elders, uncles, grandfather...etc has really taken it's toll on me.

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  Thank you for being so kind,i found this by site by chance and maybe thought i would find some hope, and some peace.Thats all im looking for really.
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  I'm in love with a Jehovah Witness, Is it really a losing battle?

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  i have been reading all of the feed back for saddler and the others.

  i too have been in a relationship with a jw for a little over a year.

  i love her very much but all the abuse i have taken over the pass year from her elders, uncles, grandfather...etc has really taken it's toll on me.

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  hi,im eve from scotland and i am not a jw,but met the most adorable man 10years ago.He was a disfellowshipped jw,purely because he didnt love his wife anylonger.i might ad this all happened before i met him and i wasnt the cause of the divorce.His name is cole and for 7yrs the jw's still tried to control him and take him away from me and my son which eventually happened.Cole went back to the study and meetings and for 2yrs only had limited contact with me and my son.Then he changed from the strict jw to the cole i knew.Jw are against any behavior that takes place out of wedlock and especially with a non jw woman.This relationship went on even though cole knew it was against every believe he had.He did love me but was taught to believe that because i was a non jw that i couldnt be saved, and i refused to believe in what they say..I BELIEVE IN GOD,but i will not have anyone translate to me how the bible reads from jw's translations.Cole and our intimate hidden relationship carried on until i realised i was carrying Cole's child.I refused to tell Cole about the child as Cole would be disfellowshipped for being involved with me.He would lose everything he believed in,they would shun him and he would lose his family and without all that he would die.I stopped all contact and tried to move on ,8 weeks later i lost Cole's baby and after 5 months of illness i contacted Cole,only to explain and hope he'd forgive me,he tell's me he is getting married.I have been to his house and pleaded with him not to marry her.Col told me he still loves me and always will but he has to move on because i am not a jw and never will be.Cole said one time that to love me was the best but to lose me at armageddon and have me taken away would be too painfull.I now sit here knowing that this man ive had in my life for ten years and loved and adored more than life itself,has gone.Im not even allowed to text him just to see if he's ok.There is nothing in this life that could cause me pain like this.Cole has lead a life of lies because he loves me but cant be with me.You ask is it all worth it?I dont know.All i want is to hear his laugh,to have him hold me and to see his smile and to make it all ok again.Eve.